4th of June i hung out with a dude named Jay as i previously mentioned,
you re-call him Cass??
black hair, hoodie, side bag?
so i looked like a pile of shit who only got about 4 hours sleep
thank god for red bull
just to let you know my method of studying or getting work done is to work in the middle of the night and be sleep deprived, ahh it feels good to be wired and high on energy drink
so yeah, i wrote myself deadlines for things to do
it was quite on track after a while
i think fate was in my favour that day
so yeah i was writing me essay, i had one paragraph left and i was just on that train at around, 1:30 or so
writing, writing andddd done i got all my work done before i got to central and i submitted it on the train without a proof read cause, no, no, no i couldnt look at any work
oh by the way, i was up all night writing notes, not writing the essay, i planned out my essay, ok im not gonna go into this, ugh essays can suck my cock
so yeah i wrote an essay in the nick of time and i get to central and yay!! my bus was already there so i didnt wait about 20 min for the next one
i get off the bus once it reaches Anzac Parade and guess who i see strolling out the exit
no one else but my good man, Jay
heys are exchanged and he goes
"handing in your essay huh?"
and im like "when other time than on the deadline?"
i couldnt find the drop box for the other essay that was due so i asked him whether or not he knew where it was
he was like "do you want me to show you"
tbh i couldve found out by myself but i didnt wanna go home alone, anyways Jay is great company
plus i was on whatsapp and i was like, ANYONE STILL AT UNI AND NOBODY REPLIED >:(
so yes up the campus we walk, but wait i had to print out my essay first haha
and in we go, he showed me where its at and i asked "you hungry"
i grabbed curry but he didnt want anything
he was just waiting around for me i suppose
i hope i wasnt annoying him by making him stick around with mee....
for 3 hours haha
but yeah
we sat at the cafeteria in UNSW and just hung out you know?
i ate my curry and we talked
He is a reddit guy whilst im a tumblr chick
we talked about liking certain documentaries and liking, well not liking
but having an interest in mental illness
in some parts we just talked about out problems very casually and i would hi-5 him cause i didnt know how else to tell him that i understood him
he is a real intelligent guy thats why i dig talking to him you know?
he is an atheist and i told him i thought i was for a while, when really i think im more of an Agnostic
we talked about pretentious atheist, and how we both used to be them
bobby changed my mind, i used to be like religion is stupid it just brainwashes people
and bobby made me see the light in god ahahah that it gives people faith and i used to give me faith when i was younger when i went to this christian group for kids
then we talked about fedoras and neck beards
ahaha and i dont know, i hope he and i become great friends cause he is a real joy to talk to
so then documentaries we both watched is this one about a little girl with beaming eyes
she was raped when she was a baby and when she began to age, like around the age of 5 or 6 she did very violent things like punch her little brother in the stomach at night or poke pins into dogs
but the end they placed her into this behavioural thing
and she became human again, she cried on the thought of hurting her brother it was real moving and she was so beautiful
we eventually left and headed off to central, he is a afl fan or something and he had re-constuctive knee surgery haha
we go there and i didnt want to leave him just yet so i showed him where hungry jacks was and i got myself a thick shake, we walked around central and went into a news agency
we sang the songs which came on the stereo and laughed at magazine covers
we left and roamed around central, he found out he is a maps geek
i have a large book on history and maps and im wondering if i should give it to him
just cause
i mean its not like my family or i would put good use to it!!
we went on and i told him about the book store around the uts exit
we went and i could tell he was tired
we showed me books he had to read and we just mainly talked about uni
i walked past the book "the real romney"
and at the same time we whispered it in this real pretentious voice
he has 2 older sisters and lives by the north shore
he told me his formal wasnt fun cause he got into a fight with this guy and it ended with glass all over his hands
thats all he would tell me
i think he said he was bi-polar but you can never relly say for sure cause you know how people thing they have an illness but say it as tho its an emotion?? you know what im saying cass??
anywho i would tell he was getting tired and i was afraid i was pushing his friendliness and i didnt know whether he wanted ot hang out with me or not soo.. hahah
we left and sat and talked more
he kept tellign me he was a gamer so i was like
what game do you play.. LOL?
and his face went all red and was like, not only that im one of the top players ahahah
he got so embarrassed it was adorable
he seems pertty anti-social and used to skateboard
it was weird cause i told him pretty personal stuff straight away and he told me outlandish stories about him ad its like yeah
we need to stay friends
i hope we do,
next time i see him i should get his number or skype or something
i hope he and i remain friends
then on we finally left
it was a cute goodbye, he gave me two chest bumps with his fist and a peace sign
ive been doing that a lot,
it has become my signature goodbye to the people who notice it
man Jay is nice and real sweet haha
peace out Cassie
love ya
Hello, the hype is so mellow
Bitch I'm dope but my pipe is so yellow
- Odd Toddlers - Tyler, the Creator
listen to the song the beat is so chill
and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something