ok now i am over it
honestly i was really happy about the lock down, term 2 made me so exhausted i just wanted to rest, but now i hate being home just sitting in my nasty ass room,
i have cleaned it multiple times mind you
and
i am starting to lose it
i have been hanging with the others IN OUTDOOR SETTINGS AND YES THEY HAVE BEEN VACCINATED
but bleh~
i am sad
depressed
bored
and obsessed with naruto but still im so
depressed
i feel like i am in a dream,
i dont want to go back to work but i want to go back to something,
but i am so tired
so soso sosososooso tired
i hate everything
ohe yeah i was meant to see a therapist, hmm