27 april, money problems

This is the process of cleaning up my room, honestly how do i keep getting my room so fucked up

to be fair it was assignment period and then it went on to party period which meant no mo $$$$

my room is still on its way, as you can see its not totally clean

i really need to start selling things

i feel so stressed about money

welp i just spent $200 on shoes and a coat which i might even keep wearing!!

ahhh 

anyways, i really need to go into emergency mode which means no more credit cards on me. honestly its getting real bad im on my last 1,000 and i still owe people money which means i am going to be poor if i dont stop

project only eat at home and no go out ( :( ) or maybe project cook w/ the boys ???? and board games??

hmmm i have a plannnn maybe i dont know i just fucking love shopping blehhh

anyway this is my year so far, i am doing one second a day cause why not :S

few steps back to go forward plus 22v2

now yalls, let get back to my new years to do list!

perfect coffee making

Ye nah, maybe later in they year. as much as i want to- i dont know where do start, maybe a part time juob in a cafe.

read 12 books 

i havent reas a single on yet! ugh, should i cheat and scratch of 2 from the list because i have been endlessly reading articles ?

save mulla- basically save a grand

hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhaahhah, i have actually been thinking about this, i asked my accountant for dymocks to move over bank accounts so hopefully this will hold me back...

make $100 selling clothes

yasss im trying to get the markets to let. me. in. so i can sell my shit at uni. how good would that be?

finish 3 canvas paintings

i have finished 1 so far

perfect a dish

yup, nah. 

understand male anatomy

kinda, i am considering buying a book on male nudes and attempt to paint it?

blog 3 times a month

yes kinda, sorry February, but i am trying my hardest  

everyday past due date $100 penalty 

yes!! i am so proud of myself for this one. i have only uploaded one assignment late and it was for summmer school! i finished all my assigements on time

keep in mindd....... that

monday - 40% - 5pm

tuesday - 40% - 8pm

wednesday - 20% - 10am

thursday - 20% - 4pm

22v2

I'm excited to be 22

It seems like 

Partying but not quite partying 

Being mature (yes kinda)

Being in the last year of uni 

Planning my gap year 

Maybe actually being in a happy relationship

Making friends I've known for a year x

Two years x

Three years x

Or "we've met 4 years ago" x

I'm still hoping to say "we were best friends since year 8" x

Having a car x

Driving that car x

Having a weird amount of paper and pens and drawings in tht car (not yet), and furry dice hanging on the review mirror of that car

And finding it funny every time

Having my parents actually trust me and not calling me up all the time

Allowed to stay over the night, two nights, three nights

A part-time job

Dyed hair

Expensive clothes x

Piercings and tattoos (soon both) x

Fat bank account 

(At the rate I'm going I might have 20,000 in my bank account)

Living in a bigger house x

Being fit

Being happy even

That's my illusion of 22 

you know i love this post, kinda, i just feel like i have become this person, but a much much poorer version of myself in which i need to work with..

21

So why send oppression not blessings?
Why, oh why'd you do me wrong? (More)
You persecute the weak
Because it makes you feel so strong
(To save) Don't have much strength to fight
So I look to the light
(War) To make these wrongs turn right
Head up high, I look to the light
Hey, cause I know that you'll make everything alright
And I know that you'll take good care of your child
Oh, no longer am afraid of the night
Cause I, I look to the light

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Im only one year away from 22

the post made me laugh, only about 50% is true (except for the 20,00 part wtf) 

anyways i had a lovely birthday. it consisted of dragging a bed, sleeping, shopping, partying and dragging a trampoline. Thats what you do when you're 21 right?

(hint click the 22)