wall paper

 

Here is my attempt of making an organised wallpaper 

left alone - flume featuring chet faker

Oh, I tell you something more

What my brain is bleeding for

And it hurts, my darling

But I breathe out sorrow

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I took the day off today, maybe the depression is back, 

maybe im tired 

I just feel burnt out, tired, I really want to work hard and I try my best to do so but I know the work I am giving it not me - I will admit aspects of it are still good but again

its the excess paper work stuff I can't handle

I cant handle the people I am working with- theyre not bad people but the fucking drama is mind numbing

I also have a lot of "friends"/ people I am obligated to talk to

I feel like everyone wants to talk at me and not to me

I guess i am feel lonely, maybe I dont know

I dont feel particularly happy right now,

i have been going out every single day and it is a lot

I have been eating junk and maybe that is what is killin my mood and my body

I was fasting but i stopped 

idk where i am going with this 

but i just want to be left alone

in a bubble 

by myself

maybe. i just miss the sun