My flippin room

ive gon through a lot of room changes and well, its had the greatest make over i say

so i will give you a tour, but first lemme show you my old rooms


< - i dont know if you can see that but the top square is my old room. how tiny it used to be and now its upgraded to the bottom half, it was already pretty crowded but yeah i was really happy!!










Now this is my current birds eye view of my room, and it is pretty nifty i guess, thanks dad you spoil me too much hahaha  - >














NOW! FOR THE GRAND TOUR


   

<- what you see before you is the upper left corner facing the door, as you can see my mirror is behind the door and i bought myself a gift being the pulp fiction poster! hahah it was on my Christmas list














now this is the bottom right handed side of my room, where i rest my head and just relax, those are my curtains by the by, the weird flowery things, and yes, beside it is my year12 formal dress hahahaha  and can you spot it? the book? yep. fault in our stars bby. - >







<- my coat hanger, one of the best purchases in my life i swear to glob cause before my jackets and bags would be sprayed everywhere and my room would look like a crazy ass mess!!!!!! those shirts, yep my school shirt in which my fav people have written all over, they were the whyknee phan club, the avatar crew and most of all KIK!! (plus mark do which is kinda weird) and just photos of the past and also on the wall are my fav pictures of anarchy [click me]







                              ^^^ my favourite part of my room ^^^^^

did i forget to mention that i recently got an imac, again thx fam for lyke spoiling me and whatnot, then again its kind of a late 17th birthday gift, late x-mas gift and early 18th birthday gift so ya

Now lets ZOOOOM in --------------->
That is what you'll find on the top of my tv!! my dad worked for this one guy who had a shit load of books and gave them to my dad and well he gave em to me, i printed out me kodaks and framed the, what you see is jens and i and "the sex" luv u guise. you see the clock? yeah i got it from the markets for like $2 its so pretty, the bird cage was a 16th gift? ya 16????? and inside it the gift i got from ems, the baubull or something ;) OH and the flowers, again formal!! haha the one bobs got me, theyre still strong woo!


What you see here
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is my currently fav  shelf!
out of all the kodaks that was my favourite picture for it was so paradisey and well, beaut, the awesome 4some fuck yeah, the roses and vase if from my mums friend, she apparently likes me cause i always compliment her flowers! HOW COULD I NOT!? look at them! the picture behind is something i drew and the books are my sherlock, jane austen and Popular penguin collection :)))
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Yeah i think thats all ive got to say about my dope room, im lovin it and yeah, its really organising my studies and what not


peace out mofos



What's That..? (I may be paranoid, but not an android) -Paranoid Android by Radio Head


Dear Diary

So, since it is almost ending, 17 was my largest year

my experiences were expanded, like everything i needed to know about teenage hood as been fulfilled

you know
  • drugs
  • alcohol
  • you know the whole plot line of skins
This is def a year to remember, i also feel like a broader person, it was an odd year as well cause thats when my freedom was stretched 
HSC allowed me to go out almost everyday

the year is also kinda fresh in my mind

well

i dono not really

it began

i wrote down the peaks of my teenage hood in my little black book,
in that stupid thing is just -in the moment- momentos, private drawings and opinions

just cause i'm kind ill show you one of my pages where i dont display self-ruining things


just an example, although the other pages are rather mundane compared to that haha

but anyways yeah, that diary is my brain, what i think

its mainly just teenage angst and love but whateva brah

the opening page of is has this message which is rather strong and dramatic but true (and i actually underlined these bits)

Please do not read. This is just pictures and writing and emotions, worthless shit that wont make your day better if you read this you will be drowned by the feeling of guilt because you invaded my privacy and play with my trust. so please. for your sake and my happiness, put me down.


my first entry was the 15th of October, the ripe age of HSC, when it all began, oh my hahaha and my most recent post is...the 16th or march.lovely, the day in which i went to bents basin with me mates, cooooolio

I think i decided to write this post due to the fact i'm going to fucking turn 18, i know its not really gonna change much but holy shit, i can just literally walk into a liquor store and grab a bottle of scotch and some ciggs and its a-ok with the government cause I'm legal bitches

this may be a weird fucking statement but hot damn i wish i lost my virginity before i turn 18
who know i might suddenly find the one and fuck his brains out with in 17 and yeah not legal for stuff hahaha i dont know i just want my life to be a story

in a way it kinda is re-reading my entries

i guess thats why i kept a diary

to kinda frame my life into a short weird unexpected plot

i love the simple things in life i think about, my brain is weird, it is... it issssss

bu fucken ya


If i die, yall can read it haha i have nothing to be ashamed about when im dead :)



She may contain the urge to runaway but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks -Breezeblocks by Alt-J (∆)

It is my birthday soon

Hello,

i have about 20 million drafts in my blogspot

lets create more!

OK SO

i wanna get super drunk, like super duper drink, shit face "what happened last night" drunk

ok not really

so ya

me fooken list

BUY Me THIS

Books (penguin form)
found at BigW $6 Dymocks $10 Basement books 3 for $20????

  • On the Road
  • Day of the Tarifs
  • The Beautiful & Damned
  • Clockwork Orange
  • Frankenstein
  • Of mice & men
  • The Communist Manifesto
  • Psychology of LOVE
Books not penguin form

  • The Fry Chronicles (By Stephen Fry <3) Big W $19
  • Animal Farm
  • Trainspotting
Not Books hahahahahahhahahhahhahhahhahhahhahahaha
  • One-inch curling iron
  • John Lennon glasses
  • Kate Moss lipstick shade 11 (Chemist warehouse)
  • Type Iphone case (looks like a video tape and says 18+ hehe)
  • JAKE THE DOG PLUSH TOYY
  • 4th doctor who scarf
  • waterproof camera
  • sweaters
  • Acrylic paint (Bunning warehouse has yellow, COOL red, blue, black, white)
  • Large Canvas 
  • Pink Floyd shirt
  • Led Zepp Shirt
  • Blondie Shirt
  • socks, a bit below knee high, preferably grey or black or white or navy or like a very darkish red
  • plain leather gloves
  • a flask maybe
  • a lighter with a naked woman on it
  • Pin up gal playing cards 
Oh yeah and these are pretty neat



Skull Shot Glasses!!!!!!!

???? fone



(can ijust say im better at keeping a blog if im on mahhh phone. and i cbf to edit my shit btw)


I should, like, not keep a blog
I swear to god guys that I try and try to update this thing but no just no I have like 1000000 thinks in my drafts
So, here I am, on a train to university and I’m deciding to at least write fucking something
Life has been good
I’m a Uni girl now on the unsw campus, it’s real good although I thought that I would be swarmed by Asians when really, who knew that arts had a considerable amount of white people whom are which ok looking.
But I swear, unsw does have some super buff hotties like woah! Walking around campus they shine with in their shorts w- OMG story time
Down the full lane in my campus I walk, walking past busy students eager as I am to leave only to be hit my an equal amount of students dreading their next class. 
I hear a slight wur behind me like crashes of waves by a bay, drawing near, near enough to hit me until I spot a boy zipping past me. 
Being hit by this wave I feel a cool rush as his legs swing past a skate board zippin past girls and boys. 
I feel myself speed up, trying to catch up to this guys slowing down by the stop light. Desperately pushing past people to get to him.
He draws near as I shove, his out grown jeans and pale white tee makes my heart beat faster and so does his sandy blonde slick back hair. Skateboard in his had he skims the crowd allowing me to catch a glimpse of his not yet seen face. 
It does not disappoint. 
Perfectly symmetrical face sprayed with freckles, he looks down at me for a sec, starring at the man- boy towering above me with blue eyes. I quickly look away knowing….
GODDAMN THIS BOY FINE.

So yeah that was a moment in me life.
Lets keep it talking
Education, I find it very very interesting, I really didnt think it would be as interesting as it is!! Shocker seriously haha.
History, ooo I love history but they’re doing ancient blehhhhhhh not happy jan
English, oh my fucking god I love it so much, I think in gonna major in it, it’s the bomb digity the f-bomb digity
Theatre. I dono. I kinda REALLY zone out in lectures, but I dig tuts, excited to become closer with me class mates, cheeyyahhh I hope I’m not outed cause I’m a dark Asian gal
And that’s my update luv ya''



Oh yeah by the by,i saw this beaut on the train, isnt she lovely??

and he man as well, man i want them to be me rents (ignore the guy sleeping hahaha)


goddamn






Ive been inspired by a lot of things and by different people

from what im feeling now

what im remembering



one person who changed my life is

Claudia "Starr"

although i havent seen her in a while, i just wanted to say she shifted my brain

i swear, she is amazing

i dont know if she changed, or have a new group of friends or lost the personality i knew, i will still remember her as the brilliant, genius person she is

you're beautiful claudia, dont forget that, i know you have your insecurities, but, i dont care if you dont believe me, i think you're so amazing, beyond belief

ok seriously, no fucking joke




The reason why im feeling this way is because,
im writing letters to my 2 favorite teachers

and while sitting in that train staring at the windows trying to think of what to say i would reminice and think of reasons to write this letter

i miss them, i genuinely do

and, although i felt weird telling them i think they're, you know, pretty cool

i thought

no,

i want to tell them how i feel, i would love to be told im great, i wouldnt believe it, but,
its reassuring

I told my history teacher she opened my eyes to a world ive never seen
politics and hunger and strength and even the mighty boosh

shes so cool and i would love to meet people like her,

well rounded and gorgeous i just wanted to tell her she wasnt young enough to change someones life

heck, i might of even changed someones life but i didnt know it
so i wanted to ensure that she knew it


AS  for the other letter to my english teacher

she expanded my mind

heck i had no idea what an essay was until i met her

she made class fun as well as informative

she didnt sigh at my jokes but led them on, even putting them in a better path, she made me laugh and i knew she knew i was sad so she tried not to step on some bones and thats why i loved her


who knew that doing so little can impact a person so much??

i mean how would you feel if, out of nowhere you received a letter telling you that you were amazing?

i took time and effort just to put a smile on a teachers face, i mean, who knew a letter, a simple fucking letter, a goddamn letter of reassurance.

i wanted to tell someone i love that i love them
so whats holding me back?

nothing

so im doing it

i suggest you do it to, you might not think youd benefit from it
but you have
you made someone smile

and thats worth more cash than anyone can ever give