my experiences were expanded, like everything i needed to know about teenage hood as been fulfilled
you know
- drugs
- alcohol
- you know the whole plot line of skins
This is def a year to remember, i also feel like a broader person, it was an odd year as well cause thats when my freedom was stretched
HSC allowed me to go out almost everyday
the year is also kinda fresh in my mind
well
i dono not really
it began
i wrote down the peaks of my teenage hood in my little black book,
in that stupid thing is just -in the moment- momentos, private drawings and opinions
just cause i'm kind ill show you one of my pages where i dont display self-ruining things
just an example, although the other pages are rather mundane compared to that haha
but anyways yeah, that diary is my brain, what i think
its mainly just teenage angst and love but whateva brah
the opening page of is has this message which is rather strong and dramatic but true (and i actually underlined these bits)
Please do not read. This is just pictures and writing and emotions, worthless shit that wont make your day better if you read this you will be drowned by the feeling of guilt because you invaded my privacy and play with my trust. so please. for your sake and my happiness, put me down.
my first entry was the 15th of October, the ripe age of HSC, when it all began, oh my hahaha and my most recent post is...the 16th or march.lovely, the day in which i went to bents basin with me mates, cooooolio
I think i decided to write this post due to the fact i'm going to fucking turn 18, i know its not really gonna change much but holy shit, i can just literally walk into a liquor store and grab a bottle of scotch and some ciggs and its a-ok with the government cause I'm legal bitches
this may be a weird fucking statement but hot damn i wish i lost my virginity before i turn 18
who know i might suddenly find the one and fuck his brains out with in 17 and yeah not legal for stuff hahaha i dont know i just want my life to be a story
in a way it kinda is re-reading my entries
i guess thats why i kept a diary
to kinda frame my life into a short weird unexpected plot
i love the simple things in life i think about, my brain is weird, it is... it issssss
bu fucken ya
I think i decided to write this post due to the fact i'm going to fucking turn 18, i know its not really gonna change much but holy shit, i can just literally walk into a liquor store and grab a bottle of scotch and some ciggs and its a-ok with the government cause I'm legal bitches
this may be a weird fucking statement but hot damn i wish i lost my virginity before i turn 18
who know i might suddenly find the one and fuck his brains out with in 17 and yeah not legal for stuff hahaha i dont know i just want my life to be a story
in a way it kinda is re-reading my entries
i guess thats why i kept a diary
to kinda frame my life into a short weird unexpected plot
i love the simple things in life i think about, my brain is weird, it is... it issssss
bu fucken ya
If i die, yall can read it haha i have nothing to be ashamed about when im dead :)
She may contain the urge to runaway but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks -Breezeblocks by Alt-J (∆)