and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something
what does my dream future look like?
my dream future, where even and whenever it is
looks like me, in the sun relaxing. My skin is clear and my eye bags are gone. imm not bloated or is uncomfortable in the belly.
i have few clothes in my closet. Just things i love. I am away from home with peanut by my side. My house is only filled with necessary furniture and plants. No rubbish, no mess, no clutter.
it smells nice in my future. Its still hard. I still cry, i still get depressed. But my mind is clear and i can hope. I still have hope.
Thats my dream future. I hope its close.
i also want gold, gold rings, gold necklace
looks like me, in the sun relaxing. My skin is clear and my eye bags are gone. imm not bloated or is uncomfortable in the belly.
i have few clothes in my closet. Just things i love. I am away from home with peanut by my side. My house is only filled with necessary furniture and plants. No rubbish, no mess, no clutter.
it smells nice in my future. Its still hard. I still cry, i still get depressed. But my mind is clear and i can hope. I still have hope.
Thats my dream future. I hope its close.
i also want gold, gold rings, gold necklace
30 by 30
1. Live in another country (even suburb is good enough for me)
2. Go on a solo road trip
3. (this is a stretch) get married (lel)
4. Have a side hustle
5. Practice something healthy consistently (whether that may mean dance or yoga or pole or meditating)
6. Learn how to cook ox tail soup from mum
7. Make a cohesive youtube video
8. Stay at Rosewood in Mexico
9. Move out
this is all i can think of so far
10. Participate in a Zine Fair
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2. Go on a solo road trip
3. (this is a stretch) get married (lel)
4. Have a side hustle
5. Practice something healthy consistently (whether that may mean dance or yoga or pole or meditating)
6. Learn how to cook ox tail soup from mum
7. Make a cohesive youtube video
8. Stay at Rosewood in Mexico
9. Move out
this is all i can think of so far
10. Participate in a Zine Fair
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sleep
so i dont know if this is a "im just getting older" thing or what
but now when i sleep, i knock out. you know what feeling when you wake up from an intense nap? Whenever I lie down my body goes into shut down mode
i dont know if it has anything to do with my depression or exhaustion or what. But thats kinda where ive been at in life
I landed in japan yesterday and just conked out
i am currently ill
i feel tired all the time
I feel very very out of it.
It feels like my brain is half switched off - like im living in a haze
i want to feel inspired. I want to soak beauty in. I want to feel confident with myself
i really wish i took my holidays off instead of going to japan
i needed to unwind after term 1
oh well
but now when i sleep, i knock out. you know what feeling when you wake up from an intense nap? Whenever I lie down my body goes into shut down mode
i dont know if it has anything to do with my depression or exhaustion or what. But thats kinda where ive been at in life
I landed in japan yesterday and just conked out
i am currently ill
i feel tired all the time
I feel very very out of it.
It feels like my brain is half switched off - like im living in a haze
i want to feel inspired. I want to soak beauty in. I want to feel confident with myself
i really wish i took my holidays off instead of going to japan
i needed to unwind after term 1
oh well
appropriate gifts for a 24 year old?
- Tatcha Water Cream (Mecca)
- Completely white stan smiths
- Velcro stan smiths (with the blue on the back)
- Beauty Blender (Sephora)
- Urban Decay Naked Head Petite Palette (Mecca)
- Industrie 8 Gift Card
- Flume CD
- Collin if you are reading this
- https://www.glossier.com/products/lip-gloss
- https://www.glossier.com/products/mask-duo
- https://www.glossier.com/products/boy-brow
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