what does my dream future look like?

my dream future, where even and whenever it is

looks like me, in the sun relaxing. My skin is clear and my eye bags are gone. imm not bloated or is uncomfortable in the belly.

i have few clothes in my closet. Just things i love. I am away from home with peanut by my side. My house is only filled with necessary furniture and plants. No rubbish, no mess, no clutter.

it smells nice in my future. Its still hard. I still cry, i still get depressed. But my mind is clear and i can hope. I still have hope.

Thats my dream future. I hope its close.

i also want gold, gold rings, gold necklace