sleep

so i dont know if this is a "im just getting older" thing or what
but now when i sleep, i knock out. you know what feeling when you wake up from an intense nap? Whenever I lie down my body goes into shut down mode

i dont know if it has anything to do with my depression or exhaustion or what. But thats kinda where ive been at in life

I landed in japan yesterday and just conked out

i am currently ill

i feel tired all the time


I feel very very out of it.

It feels like my brain is half switched off - like im living in a haze

i want to feel inspired. I want to soak beauty in. I want to feel confident with myself

i really wish i took my holidays off instead of going to japan
i needed to unwind after term 1

oh well