few steps back to go forward plus 22v2


now yalls, let get back to my new years to do list!



perfect coffee making
Ye nah, maybe later in they year. as much as i want to- i dont know where do start, maybe a part time juob in a cafe.



read 12 books 
i havent reas a single on yet! ugh, should i cheat and scratch of 2 from the list because i have been endlessly reading articles ?


save mulla- basically save a grand

hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhaahhah, i have actually been thinking about this, i asked my accountant for dymocks to move over bank accounts so hopefully this will hold me back...



make $100 selling clothes

yasss im trying to get the markets to let. me. in. so i can sell my shit at uni. how good would that be?



finish 3 canvas paintings

i have finished 1 so far



perfect a dish
yup, nah. 


understand male anatomy

kinda, i am considering buying a book on male nudes and attempt to paint it?



blog 3 times a month

yes kinda, sorry February, but i am trying my hardest  



everyday past due date $100 penalty 

yes!! i am so proud of myself for this one. i have only uploaded one assignment late and it was for summmer school! i finished all my assigements on time


keep in mindd....... that

monday - 40% - 5pm
tuesday - 40% - 8pm
wednesday - 20% - 10am
thursday - 20% - 4pm



22v2

I'm excited to be 22

It seems like 
Partying but not quite partying 
Being mature (yes kinda)
Being in the last year of uni 
Planning my gap year 
Maybe actually being in a happy relationship
Making friends I've known for a year x
Two years x
Three years x
Or "we've met 4 years ago" x
I'm still hoping to say "we were best friends since year 8" x
Having a car x
Driving that car x
Having a weird amount of paper and pens and drawings in tht car (not yet), and furry dice hanging on the review mirror of that car
And finding it funny every time
Having my parents actually trust me and not calling me up all the time
Allowed to stay over the night, two nights, three nights
A part-time job
Dyed hair
Expensive clothes x
Piercings and tattoos (soon both) x
Fat bank account 
(At the rate I'm going I might have 20,000 in my bank account)
Living in a bigger house x
Being fit
Being happy even

That's my illusion of 22 

you know i love this post, kinda, i just feel like i have become this person, but a much much poorer version of myself in which i need to work with..