IN MY DREAMS!

My ovaries wanna take over my body and discuss men (YAY)

My dream guy!

i feel like i am asking for a lot in a guy i know ill never have

but its fun to dream

I know what everyone want "a tall funny guy"

well its true, i would love my man to make me laugh excuse me while i smoke my pipe and quote marilyn "if you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything"

Now lets discuss looks wise

• tall (duh)
• Dark hair, preferably dark brown i honestly dont like blonds
• long hair, not like shoulder i want a guy with not short hair so i can put my fingers through his fro, and messy like he doesnt give a shit! but i wouldnt mind a long haired hippie
• NO ASAINS, ive seen too many in my day, i want my man whiter than white to have sexy kids (my ovaries took over for a sec)
• I dont have high standards for face, at least he is cute in my eyes, i mean i find Noel Fielding sexy (google him)
• Light eyes, we are all secretly looking for a nice aryan boy arent we? blue eyes are just dreamy or green even a light brown
• Adorable smile, the one that makes you melt inside... mmmmmm
• I know its odd and women usually go for "super buff hotties" but i like my men tall and skinny, not like lanky and weird and bones, kinda you know? Like Adam Levine in the vid "this love"

FASHION-FA-FA-FA-FA-FA-FA-FASHION

• i am a queen of black clothing! eg today my mum came in with an adorable floral skirt and shes like "Do you likee...??" and i was like "oo its cute can i try it on?" and she was like "you like it? but.. its colourful" AHAH she has finaly adapted to my choice of fashion.
• Sorry i have seem to trail off there, anyway black clothing, men who wear black, not fully black but yeah
• Skinny-ish jeans not tight tight cant take em off, like just nice fitted pants, black, OOOOH i love guys with the jeans with one giant rip on one knee, i cut my jeans like that :)
• Shirts just t-shirts like me, i dont mind tight
• Shoes-boots chucks sneakers
• jumper, i have to admit im the "wearing my boyfriends jumper" type
• i do love guys in like a stiff collar shirt with a sweater and formal pants
• OMFFG GUYS IN BUSINESS SUITS OR FORMAL I WANNA RIP EM OFFF GROWLLLL ;)
• I dont know why but ever since watching skins and seeing Sid wearing a bracelet while kissing cassie got me into guys who wear bracelets.. weird
• I like worn out clothes

PERSONALITY THE ONE AND ONLY!

• FUNNY AS FUCK, just a guy who understands my humour, a witty loser i mean some girls wants a ha-ha guy i want subtle and smart and makes you go ayeeee i get it
• Confient HAS TO BE CONFIDENT again i am that type of girl who wants the guy to make the first move
• Kinda in power, its kinda sexy when a guy its "on top" so to speak (no sexual innuendos please people! grow up!) just takes the lead, i am a failed feminist
• More Confidents, the live life in the moment and isnt afraid to embarrass himself, like willing to do stupid things for fun, for example we decide to go to maccas and we dress up formal and bring table cloths and wine cups and plates and a poster of France and act like we are at a fancy restaurant as a joke, like everyday is a memory. AHAHA
• Open minded, like not afraid of his sexuality and sensitive about different races, like not like "NO HOMO" kinda guy that annoys me and isnt afraid for change wants equality, ive had this stupid fantasy (not sexual) but you know when a girl is at a guys house and she wears his shirt and walks in with breakfast and is like "mornin babe!" i want him (as a joke) wear my clothes and comes in. That sounds weird doesnt it? ..... EVERYONES DIFFERENT :L
• In a bromance! i want a guy who has a really close guy friend! to tell me secrets about him and like tell me embarrassing stories about him and bring him on our dates to make him feel excluded
• MUSIC! i have a weak spot for musicians like really weak, too weak, seeing a man with a guitar makes me explode! Ability to sing is nice
• Good taste in music, not todays music (ew) well i mean mainstream, the whole fucking rapping bull shit makes me cringe, he likes my kinda music i am loving the song "Caroline -The Shake Down Project" a mix between the Kinks and Tame Impala (a band i also very much love)
• Ability to grow a beard, we can grow old together, i imagine his belly over flowing wearing suspenders i am skinny and frail wearing a long dress and we can tell kids to get off our lawns and fake having a heart attack :)
• NOT CLINGY omfg if a guy is remotely clingy he is gone, and over protective i hate the kind of guys who are like "WHO WAS THE GUY YOU TALKING TO!?!?! ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME!!" ugh or "WHO IS THAT GUY YOU WERE TALKING TO ON FACEBOOK" "WHY DOES THAT GUY LIKE YOUR FACEBOOK PIC!?"
•  i dont want him to be douchey i just hate douche bags
• Fuck it attitude about clothing, i dont want a guy who is really really really good with fashion, its kinda weird, you know seeing a guy so well dressed its like, really? i dont mind if guys do it, i just dont want my guy to do it or else he wants tooo, i dont know, wants complements annd yeah i just want a guy who knows what he likes and puts it on without a second thought

I kinda never got back to this and it has been months so ill just upload it now

The minor Character

So lately i have been obsessed with David Tennant!

he is just a brilliant actor!

i love him in this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcEXtCdHjvs

Watching it made me so inspired because it was so well written, very haunting!

and after that it just felt like writing and bobina assigned me a word cause i really wanted to write!

and out of all the words he gave me he gave me "twilight!"

i was reluctant but he said it doesnt have to be like the book twilight

so i began writing

I sat alone watching the room, it held an eerie presence, judging by the light peeping through the windows and the dreary weather it was around five, five-thirty? Judging by my watch it was in fact six-twenty, way past closing time. I grabbed my jacket from behind my chair and began pacing toward the back room, passing shelves and shelves of unpopular DVDS.

Another boring day starring at freaks attempting to go unnoticed while walking into the "adult video" section. Who am i kidding? its rather entertaining, especially when i stare at them in disapproval. My hand hovered above the light switch, pausing i scanned the room incase something were to appear, why do i pause? i guess its some sort of human instinct to know where you are going when they cant see a thing. Up went the switch as the room blacked out, *ting* went the entrance bell of the store, attempting to dodge every unseen obstacle, i muttered, almost shouting "SORRY THE STORE IS CLOSED!" then i finally reached the light in the front room.

She stood there watching me with a blank face, she had an average yet pretty face, easily unnoticed in a large crowed, she held a dvd in her hand and slowly put it back on the shelf. Oh god she is making eye contact, why am i afraid of eye contact? Why am i watching my feet? I looked up again and she continued to scan for a DVD. "Sorry miss i am afraid we are closed" i said hiding behind the cash register. She continued to watch the shelves as the walked down the short isles. "Um miss, sorry i forgot to turn the thing to closed" she just ignored me as her pale finger tips softly caressed the DVDS while she waltzed down the isles. How am i going to get her out? Force? Does that count as assault? She continued to prance around the room in her blue outfit.

She wore a navy trench coat which appeared like a dress hiding her inner clothes, a brighter, more fluorescent blue stockings finished with dark blue shoes and beanie. "Miss you are going to have to leave, please?" she still ignored me! She had extremely pale skin and fiery red hair, this time she looked at me with a cheeky smile, noticing me as i scanned her body. I felt her eyes examine me back.

Her voice was soft and appeared sweet "Hey, im Amber". She drew closer, smelling of coconuts and cream, face to face now, she had freckles. I never cared for freckles before, until now, she made the appear rather… sexy as they piled on her nose, then spread out like an explosion scattered across her face and neck. Her eyes were deep blue, i know its cheesy but i was lost in her eyes. Wait.. lost in her eyes? i am making eye contact.. i feel sweat.. EVERYWHERE. Oh god. to. much. eye. contact. to. much. pressure! Thats better, what am i looking at? oh god, her breast! I AM LOOKING AT HER BREAST! WHY AM I!? She merely giggled and repeated, "Amber" forcing her hand into my hand for a friendly shake.

Amber? isn't it rather ironic since you have red hair? "What?" she said sharply, oh no i am thinking out loud again. Again she laughed, leaning closer whispering into my ear "its not my real name".

She began to amble her way across the other side of the room towards the exit and yet she settled down leaning on a shelf. Why isn't she leaving? Please i am wasting valuable internet time! "miss" i forced out, "you hav-" Then she began to talk. She talked as if it was scripted, as if she's said it all before.

I dont usually write in first person until i watched that video i was so wow about the language used

ive never known what an advantage you could get from first person!

and it just inspired me to write, my favourite part was when he found out about the two ladies sleeping together. How he found everything so beautiful its just and his acting! AMAZING!! His pauses and he just looks right trough you its so chilling!

well someday i am gonna finish the tale of hmm what title should it be?

Amber hair? Ambers Twilight?

Knock Knock

Well i am beginning to watch doctor who

up to the third series

and i love Rose Tyler as the doctors assistant :(

i am so sad shes gone, i know shes gonna be featured in other episodes but i dont really like Martha, her character just annoys me i like Donna tho

i think i might skip all the Martha episodes ahaha

i just love David Tennant so much!

sigh sigh sigh i hate it when i become a fangirl cause i literally go crazy i am also fangirling with Hunger Games

its leonardo dicaprio all over again!

maybe im not giving Martha a chance

shes just so i donno like shes so nosey

oh and i'm almst up to the episode of the weeping angels!!!!!

i wish no one told me about them!!!!!!!!!!!

now i am too scared to watch ubgireadjknvrughjskndegrioajkndsv

and i am NOT good with scary things and now i know about scarecrows and doll houses

ok ok ok ok ok ok ok oko ko ko ko kokw okvcrgdfio must watch episodes with Martha

oh god i need help with the weeping angels