The minor Character

So lately i have been obsessed with David Tennant!

he is just a brilliant actor!

i love him in this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcEXtCdHjvs

Watching it made me so inspired because it was so well written, very haunting!

and after that it just felt like writing and bobina assigned me a word cause i really wanted to write!

and out of all the words he gave me he gave me "twilight!"

i was reluctant but he said it doesnt have to be like the book twilight

so i began writing

I sat alone watching the room, it held an eerie presence, judging by the light peeping through the windows and the dreary weather it was around five, five-thirty? Judging by my watch it was in fact six-twenty, way past closing time. I grabbed my jacket from behind my chair and began pacing toward the back room, passing shelves and shelves of unpopular DVDS.

Another boring day starring at freaks attempting to go unnoticed while walking into the "adult video" section. Who am i kidding? its rather entertaining, especially when i stare at them in disapproval. My hand hovered above the light switch, pausing i scanned the room incase something were to appear, why do i pause? i guess its some sort of human instinct to know where you are going when they cant see a thing. Up went the switch as the room blacked out, *ting* went the entrance bell of the store, attempting to dodge every unseen obstacle, i muttered, almost shouting "SORRY THE STORE IS CLOSED!" then i finally reached the light in the front room.

She stood there watching me with a blank face, she had an average yet pretty face, easily unnoticed in a large crowed, she held a dvd in her hand and slowly put it back on the shelf. Oh god she is making eye contact, why am i afraid of eye contact? Why am i watching my feet? I looked up again and she continued to scan for a DVD. "Sorry miss i am afraid we are closed" i said hiding behind the cash register. She continued to watch the shelves as the walked down the short isles. "Um miss, sorry i forgot to turn the thing to closed" she just ignored me as her pale finger tips softly caressed the DVDS while she waltzed down the isles. How am i going to get her out? Force? Does that count as assault? She continued to prance around the room in her blue outfit.

She wore a navy trench coat which appeared like a dress hiding her inner clothes, a brighter, more fluorescent blue stockings finished with dark blue shoes and beanie. "Miss you are going to have to leave, please?" she still ignored me! She had extremely pale skin and fiery red hair, this time she looked at me with a cheeky smile, noticing me as i scanned her body. I felt her eyes examine me back.

Her voice was soft and appeared sweet "Hey, im Amber". She drew closer, smelling of coconuts and cream, face to face now, she had freckles. I never cared for freckles before, until now, she made the appear rather… sexy as they piled on her nose, then spread out like an explosion scattered across her face and neck. Her eyes were deep blue, i know its cheesy but i was lost in her eyes. Wait.. lost in her eyes? i am making eye contact.. i feel sweat.. EVERYWHERE. Oh god. to. much. eye. contact. to. much. pressure! Thats better, what am i looking at? oh god, her breast! I AM LOOKING AT HER BREAST! WHY AM I!? She merely giggled and repeated, "Amber" forcing her hand into my hand for a friendly shake.

Amber? isn't it rather ironic since you have red hair? "What?" she said sharply, oh no i am thinking out loud again. Again she laughed, leaning closer whispering into my ear "its not my real name".

She began to amble her way across the other side of the room towards the exit and yet she settled down leaning on a shelf. Why isn't she leaving? Please i am wasting valuable internet time! "miss" i forced out, "you hav-" Then she began to talk. She talked as if it was scripted, as if she's said it all before.

I dont usually write in first person until i watched that video i was so wow about the language used

ive never known what an advantage you could get from first person!

and it just inspired me to write, my favourite part was when he found out about the two ladies sleeping together. How he found everything so beautiful its just and his acting! AMAZING!! His pauses and he just looks right trough you its so chilling!

well someday i am gonna finish the tale of hmm what title should it be?

Amber hair? Ambers Twilight?

Knock Knock

Well i am beginning to watch doctor who

up to the third series

and i love Rose Tyler as the doctors assistant :(

i am so sad shes gone, i know shes gonna be featured in other episodes but i dont really like Martha, her character just annoys me i like Donna tho

i think i might skip all the Martha episodes ahaha

i just love David Tennant so much!

sigh sigh sigh i hate it when i become a fangirl cause i literally go crazy i am also fangirling with Hunger Games

its leonardo dicaprio all over again!

maybe im not giving Martha a chance

shes just so i donno like shes so nosey

oh and i'm almst up to the episode of the weeping angels!!!!!

i wish no one told me about them!!!!!!!!!!!

now i am too scared to watch ubgireadjknvrughjskndegrioajkndsv

and i am NOT good with scary things and now i know about scarecrows and doll houses

ok ok ok ok ok ok ok oko ko ko ko kokw okvcrgdfio must watch episodes with Martha

oh god i need help with the weeping angels

2 weeks

It is holidays

yay or not to yay?

i am just

i feel heavy

i feel like school is to hectic

fuck you internet you beautiful bastard

well i am in one of those states where i feel numb

i dont know what to feel, i cant tell weather i am sad angry depressed even happy

i think i like tragedy, i feel like it gives someone personality in its own sick way

i tend to think up fucked up stories

like my lucy sky diamond one

Its about this girl who at about 7 her parents were hippies (typical of me) and well they had an overdose and embarrassed social services took her away and her parents wanted them to tell her she was dead she was then adopted into a wealthy family of 5 sons the family wanting another daughter

Lucy felt like she never really belonged and she didnt really treat her adoptive family as a family and she falls in love with one of her brothers and they begin an affair

they feel like its wrong although they arent related and she leaves the house in a sort of a gap year with her band, a gay drummer, an asian teenage runaway and a beardy man who is nick named jesus. The brother finds another lady to hide his secret but continues the affair, she eventually purposes and he excepts feeling like the relationship with lucy is wrong. and somehow lucy finds her parents begging her lover saying "see we are not brother and sister anymore" but he again rejects cause they are in to deep, in a state of depression she has an overdose

another story i thought of was "Ribbons" its about a gang of private school living enigmatic lives and has the infamous mark of wearing a ribbon in their hair. the queen bee being Carmen oh and i based the stories on Lana Del Reys Album ahahahah

and way i though of 5 main characters, i just felt like 5 is a good number ahaha, but i imagined it a 5 part series each book consist of each girls life in the same time span but from their point of view and yeah.

The first book would be this new girl who is introduced into the group, and Carmen the last book.

it revolves mainly on Carmen who is the most fucked up.

She lives in a rich household yet broken, her father is very corrupt and typical business man always away on trips and having affairs but her mother is to busy to notice anybody.

Carmen is then looked after her older brother, very flamboyant, and well is gay. He is a woman trapped in a mans body and treats Carmen as his doll. He always tells her "if i were a girl...." "youre lucky you are a girl" and he always lectures Carmen to dress and act a certain way (saying thinks like if i were a girl i would take advantage of men, they would be my puppets, sexy and mysterious) and she never really listens to him, oh and he loves ribbons and womans clothing. After coming out of the closet his typical strict father is a homophobe, tells him off and disowns him. Her brother then kills himself with Ribbons (ribbon noose) with Ribbons tied everywhere all over his body. Carmen finds the body, no one cried at his funeral beside carmen, she takes the Ribbons and constantly wears them and she becomes the girl her brother wants her to be. From then on she became extremely distant from her friends and becomes friends with those who are willing and fucked up as her. She also very sexual and promiscuous, who seeks out married men (she wants to fuck up peoples lives as revenge from herself) she also falls in love with her 30 year old art teacher who is married. When he first laid eyes on her he was instantly intrigued, she found her stunning and wanted her to be his muse. his first words to her "my god you are beautiful"

Another character i though of is a goth chick, i havent thought of a name, for now lets call her Joy. She is quiet and a kleptomaniac. Her personal life revolves around her traumatic mother who and become slightly insane after the death of her father. Although she goes to a private school she is poor after her fathers death her mum doesnt work but just stares out of the window waiting for him to come home. Joy constantly steals things from people homes and sells them of gives them to her sister who keeps up the income. how? well of corse she is a prostitute, a "high end one" so her sisters ways gives Joy money and he sister (lets name her Hope) tries to subtly convince joy into the life of a call girl.

The new girl (Rain) moved from a pervious town where she was bullied, she is noticed by the group because on the first day she wore her "lucky ribbon" to school, as she enters and everyone stares at her and then is bumped into by Joy who steals her wallet without her noticing it. During the school day people inform her to remove the ribbon but she doesnt, people reveal rumours about the ribbons. Soon after when she gets home the 4 girls arrive at her house to return the wallet and test her if she is appropriate for the group. pushing her to the limit where she snaps at Carmen and Carmen accepts her into the group. Rain is short tempered because of her being bullied it forced out an inner anger but mainly innocent. Oh and i chose her cheesy name because at her old school she was taunted with the song "rain rain go away come again... never" she is also a virgin in many ways she doesnt have a corrupt personal life as much as the other girls but she has an older brother around his 20's who attracts Carmen, another reason for her addition to the club

I wanted each character to have different personalities in a alcohol, sex and drug driven lives. The other 2 i thought of is Abigail, a highly Christian although doesnt act it. And one sleek nerd who is a major whore and dresses like a sexy librarian claiming "every man wants to sleep with their teachers or boss or whatever, and i bring that to the table" she is extreamly smart and is the computer nerd. I havent thought the last 2 characters out yet, but i'm getting there!