Videos that make me happy

(in no particular order)

(and sex haikus i found online)





Entangled, twitching
We came down as cenotaphs
Numb with limbless minds




We had a threesome
You, me and my depression
Depression fucks hard




I shouted my love
from the rooftops before
almost jumping off




Halfway through you sobbed
Said you were touched as a child
I stopped and held you




When I handcuffed you
It was so insanely hot
I came in my jeans


















I love you guys!


the goose bumps start to raise
the minute that my left hand meets your waist
and then I watch your face
put my finger on your tongue
'cause you love the taste
yeah

- Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood 

My flippin room

ive gon through a lot of room changes and well, its had the greatest make over i say

so i will give you a tour, but first lemme show you my old rooms


< - i dont know if you can see that but the top square is my old room. how tiny it used to be and now its upgraded to the bottom half, it was already pretty crowded but yeah i was really happy!!










Now this is my current birds eye view of my room, and it is pretty nifty i guess, thanks dad you spoil me too much hahaha  - >














NOW! FOR THE GRAND TOUR


   

<- what you see before you is the upper left corner facing the door, as you can see my mirror is behind the door and i bought myself a gift being the pulp fiction poster! hahah it was on my Christmas list














now this is the bottom right handed side of my room, where i rest my head and just relax, those are my curtains by the by, the weird flowery things, and yes, beside it is my year12 formal dress hahahaha  and can you spot it? the book? yep. fault in our stars bby. - >







<- my coat hanger, one of the best purchases in my life i swear to glob cause before my jackets and bags would be sprayed everywhere and my room would look like a crazy ass mess!!!!!! those shirts, yep my school shirt in which my fav people have written all over, they were the whyknee phan club, the avatar crew and most of all KIK!! (plus mark do which is kinda weird) and just photos of the past and also on the wall are my fav pictures of anarchy [click me]







                              ^^^ my favourite part of my room ^^^^^

did i forget to mention that i recently got an imac, again thx fam for lyke spoiling me and whatnot, then again its kind of a late 17th birthday gift, late x-mas gift and early 18th birthday gift so ya

Now lets ZOOOOM in --------------->
That is what you'll find on the top of my tv!! my dad worked for this one guy who had a shit load of books and gave them to my dad and well he gave em to me, i printed out me kodaks and framed the, what you see is jens and i and "the sex" luv u guise. you see the clock? yeah i got it from the markets for like $2 its so pretty, the bird cage was a 16th gift? ya 16????? and inside it the gift i got from ems, the baubull or something ;) OH and the flowers, again formal!! haha the one bobs got me, theyre still strong woo!


What you see here
<-------
is my currently fav  shelf!
out of all the kodaks that was my favourite picture for it was so paradisey and well, beaut, the awesome 4some fuck yeah, the roses and vase if from my mums friend, she apparently likes me cause i always compliment her flowers! HOW COULD I NOT!? look at them! the picture behind is something i drew and the books are my sherlock, jane austen and Popular penguin collection :)))
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Yeah i think thats all ive got to say about my dope room, im lovin it and yeah, its really organising my studies and what not


peace out mofos



What's That..? (I may be paranoid, but not an android) -Paranoid Android by Radio Head


Dear Diary

So, since it is almost ending, 17 was my largest year

my experiences were expanded, like everything i needed to know about teenage hood as been fulfilled

you know
  • drugs
  • alcohol
  • you know the whole plot line of skins
This is def a year to remember, i also feel like a broader person, it was an odd year as well cause thats when my freedom was stretched 
HSC allowed me to go out almost everyday

the year is also kinda fresh in my mind

well

i dono not really

it began

i wrote down the peaks of my teenage hood in my little black book,
in that stupid thing is just -in the moment- momentos, private drawings and opinions

just cause i'm kind ill show you one of my pages where i dont display self-ruining things


just an example, although the other pages are rather mundane compared to that haha

but anyways yeah, that diary is my brain, what i think

its mainly just teenage angst and love but whateva brah

the opening page of is has this message which is rather strong and dramatic but true (and i actually underlined these bits)

Please do not read. This is just pictures and writing and emotions, worthless shit that wont make your day better if you read this you will be drowned by the feeling of guilt because you invaded my privacy and play with my trust. so please. for your sake and my happiness, put me down.


my first entry was the 15th of October, the ripe age of HSC, when it all began, oh my hahaha and my most recent post is...the 16th or march.lovely, the day in which i went to bents basin with me mates, cooooolio

I think i decided to write this post due to the fact i'm going to fucking turn 18, i know its not really gonna change much but holy shit, i can just literally walk into a liquor store and grab a bottle of scotch and some ciggs and its a-ok with the government cause I'm legal bitches

this may be a weird fucking statement but hot damn i wish i lost my virginity before i turn 18
who know i might suddenly find the one and fuck his brains out with in 17 and yeah not legal for stuff hahaha i dont know i just want my life to be a story

in a way it kinda is re-reading my entries

i guess thats why i kept a diary

to kinda frame my life into a short weird unexpected plot

i love the simple things in life i think about, my brain is weird, it is... it issssss

bu fucken ya


If i die, yall can read it haha i have nothing to be ashamed about when im dead :)



She may contain the urge to runaway but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks -Breezeblocks by Alt-J (∆)