Dear Diary

So, since it is almost ending, 17 was my largest year

my experiences were expanded, like everything i needed to know about teenage hood as been fulfilled

you know

• drugs
• alcohol
• you know the whole plot line of skins

This is def a year to remember, i also feel like a broader person, it was an odd year as well cause thats when my freedom was stretched 

HSC allowed me to go out almost everyday

the year is also kinda fresh in my mind

well

i dono not really

it began

i wrote down the peaks of my teenage hood in my little black book,

in that stupid thing is just -in the moment- momentos, private drawings and opinions

just cause i'm kind ill show you one of my pages where i dont display self-ruining things

just an example, although the other pages are rather mundane compared to that haha

but anyways yeah, that diary is my brain, what i think

its mainly just teenage angst and love but whateva brah

the opening page of is has this message which is rather strong and dramatic but true (and i actually underlined these bits)

Please do not read. This is just pictures and writing and emotions, worthless shit that wont make your day better if you read this you will be drowned by the feeling of guilt because you invaded my privacy and play with my trust. so please. for your sake and my happiness, put me down.

my first entry was the 15th of October, the ripe age of HSC, when it all began, oh my hahaha and my most recent post is...the 16th or march.lovely, the day in which i went to bents basin with me mates, cooooolio

I think i decided to write this post due to the fact i'm going to fucking turn 18, i know its not really gonna change much but holy shit, i can just literally walk into a liquor store and grab a bottle of scotch and some ciggs and its a-ok with the government cause I'm legal bitches

this may be a weird fucking statement but hot damn i wish i lost my virginity before i turn 18
who know i might suddenly find the one and fuck his brains out with in 17 and yeah not legal for stuff hahaha i dont know i just want my life to be a story

in a way it kinda is re-reading my entries

i guess thats why i kept a diary

to kinda frame my life into a short weird unexpected plot

i love the simple things in life i think about, my brain is weird, it is... it issssss

bu fucken ya

If i die, yall can read it haha i have nothing to be ashamed about when im dead :)

She may contain the urge to runaway but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks -Breezeblocks by Alt-J (∆)

It is my birthday soon

Hello,

i have about 20 million drafts in my blogspot

lets create more!

OK SO

i wanna get super drunk, like super duper drink, shit face "what happened last night" drunk

ok not really

so ya

me fooken list

BUY Me THIS

Books (penguin form)
found at BigW $6 Dymocks $10 Basement books 3 for $20????

• On the Road
• Day of the Tarifs
• The Beautiful & Damned
• Clockwork Orange
• Frankenstein
• Of mice & men
• The Communist Manifesto
• Psychology of LOVE

Books not penguin form

• The Fry Chronicles (By Stephen Fry <3) Big W $19
• Animal Farm
• Trainspotting

Not Books hahahahahahhahahhahhahhahhahhahhahahaha

• One-inch curling iron
• John Lennon glasses
• Kate Moss lipstick shade 11 (Chemist warehouse)
• Type Iphone case (looks like a video tape and says 18+ hehe)
• JAKE THE DOG PLUSH TOYY
• 4th doctor who scarf
• waterproof camera
• sweaters
• Acrylic paint (Bunning warehouse has yellow, COOL red, blue, black, white)
• Large Canvas 
• Pink Floyd shirt
• Led Zepp Shirt
• Blondie Shirt
• socks, a bit below knee high, preferably grey or black or white or navy or like a very darkish red
• plain leather gloves
• a flask maybe
• a lighter with a naked woman on it
• Pin up gal playing cards 

Oh yeah and these are pretty neat

Skull Shot Glasses!!!!!!!

???? fone

(can ijust say im better at keeping a blog if im on mahhh phone. and i cbf to edit my shit btw)

I should, like, not keep a blog

I swear to god guys that I try and try to update this thing but no just no I have like 1000000 thinks in my drafts

So, here I am, on a train to university and I’m deciding to at least write fucking something

Life has been good

I’m a Uni girl now on the unsw campus, it’s real good although I thought that I would be swarmed by Asians when really, who knew that arts had a considerable amount of white people whom are which ok looking.

But I swear, unsw does have some super buff hotties like woah! Walking around campus they shine with in their shorts w- OMG story time

Down the full lane in my campus I walk, walking past busy students eager as I am to leave only to be hit my an equal amount of students dreading their next class. 
I hear a slight wur behind me like crashes of waves by a bay, drawing near, near enough to hit me until I spot a boy zipping past me. 
Being hit by this wave I feel a cool rush as his legs swing past a skate board zippin past girls and boys. 
I feel myself speed up, trying to catch up to this guys slowing down by the stop light. Desperately pushing past people to get to him.

He draws near as I shove, his out grown jeans and pale white tee makes my heart beat faster and so does his sandy blonde slick back hair. Skateboard in his had he skims the crowd allowing me to catch a glimpse of his not yet seen face. 
It does not disappoint. 
Perfectly symmetrical face sprayed with freckles, he looks down at me for a sec, starring at the man- boy towering above me with blue eyes. I quickly look away knowing….

GODDAMN THIS BOY FINE.

So yeah that was a moment in me life.

Lets keep it talking

Education, I find it very very interesting, I really didnt think it would be as interesting as it is!! Shocker seriously haha.

History, ooo I love history but they’re doing ancient blehhhhhhh not happy jan

English, oh my fucking god I love it so much, I think in gonna major in it, it’s the bomb digity the f-bomb digity

Theatre. I dono. I kinda REALLY zone out in lectures, but I dig tuts, excited to become closer with me class mates, cheeyyahhh I hope I’m not outed cause I’m a dark Asian gal

And that’s my update luv ya''



Oh yeah by the by,i saw this beaut on the train, isnt she lovely??

and he man as well, man i want them to be me rents (ignore the guy sleeping hahaha)