It is my birthday soon

Hello,

i have about 20 million drafts in my blogspot

lets create more!

OK SO

i wanna get super drunk, like super duper drink, shit face "what happened last night" drunk

ok not really

so ya

me fooken list

BUY Me THIS

Books (penguin form)
found at BigW $6 Dymocks $10 Basement books 3 for $20????

• On the Road
• Day of the Tarifs
• The Beautiful & Damned
• Clockwork Orange
• Frankenstein
• Of mice & men
• The Communist Manifesto
• Psychology of LOVE

Books not penguin form

• The Fry Chronicles (By Stephen Fry <3) Big W $19
• Animal Farm
• Trainspotting

Not Books hahahahahahhahahhahhahhahhahhahhahahaha

• One-inch curling iron
• John Lennon glasses
• Kate Moss lipstick shade 11 (Chemist warehouse)
• Type Iphone case (looks like a video tape and says 18+ hehe)
• JAKE THE DOG PLUSH TOYY
• 4th doctor who scarf
• waterproof camera
• sweaters
• Acrylic paint (Bunning warehouse has yellow, COOL red, blue, black, white)
• Large Canvas 
• Pink Floyd shirt
• Led Zepp Shirt
• Blondie Shirt
• socks, a bit below knee high, preferably grey or black or white or navy or like a very darkish red
• plain leather gloves
• a flask maybe
• a lighter with a naked woman on it
• Pin up gal playing cards 

Oh yeah and these are pretty neat

Skull Shot Glasses!!!!!!!

???? fone

(can ijust say im better at keeping a blog if im on mahhh phone. and i cbf to edit my shit btw)

I should, like, not keep a blog

I swear to god guys that I try and try to update this thing but no just no I have like 1000000 thinks in my drafts

So, here I am, on a train to university and I’m deciding to at least write fucking something

Life has been good

I’m a Uni girl now on the unsw campus, it’s real good although I thought that I would be swarmed by Asians when really, who knew that arts had a considerable amount of white people whom are which ok looking.

But I swear, unsw does have some super buff hotties like woah! Walking around campus they shine with in their shorts w- OMG story time

Down the full lane in my campus I walk, walking past busy students eager as I am to leave only to be hit my an equal amount of students dreading their next class. 
I hear a slight wur behind me like crashes of waves by a bay, drawing near, near enough to hit me until I spot a boy zipping past me. 
Being hit by this wave I feel a cool rush as his legs swing past a skate board zippin past girls and boys. 
I feel myself speed up, trying to catch up to this guys slowing down by the stop light. Desperately pushing past people to get to him.

He draws near as I shove, his out grown jeans and pale white tee makes my heart beat faster and so does his sandy blonde slick back hair. Skateboard in his had he skims the crowd allowing me to catch a glimpse of his not yet seen face. 
It does not disappoint. 
Perfectly symmetrical face sprayed with freckles, he looks down at me for a sec, starring at the man- boy towering above me with blue eyes. I quickly look away knowing….

GODDAMN THIS BOY FINE.

So yeah that was a moment in me life.

Lets keep it talking

Education, I find it very very interesting, I really didnt think it would be as interesting as it is!! Shocker seriously haha.

History, ooo I love history but they’re doing ancient blehhhhhhh not happy jan

English, oh my fucking god I love it so much, I think in gonna major in it, it’s the bomb digity the f-bomb digity

Theatre. I dono. I kinda REALLY zone out in lectures, but I dig tuts, excited to become closer with me class mates, cheeyyahhh I hope I’m not outed cause I’m a dark Asian gal

And that’s my update luv ya''



Oh yeah by the by,i saw this beaut on the train, isnt she lovely??

and he man as well, man i want them to be me rents (ignore the guy sleeping hahaha)

goddamn

Ive been inspired by a lot of things and by different people

from what im feeling now

what im remembering



one person who changed my life is

Claudia "Starr"

although i havent seen her in a while, i just wanted to say she shifted my brain

i swear, she is amazing

i dont know if she changed, or have a new group of friends or lost the personality i knew, i will still remember her as the brilliant, genius person she is

you're beautiful claudia, dont forget that, i know you have your insecurities, but, i dont care if you dont believe me, i think you're so amazing, beyond belief

ok seriously, no fucking joke




The reason why im feeling this way is because,
im writing letters to my 2 favorite teachers

and while sitting in that train staring at the windows trying to think of what to say i would reminice and think of reasons to write this letter

i miss them, i genuinely do

and, although i felt weird telling them i think they're, you know, pretty cool

i thought

no,

i want to tell them how i feel, i would love to be told im great, i wouldnt believe it, but,
its reassuring

I told my history teacher she opened my eyes to a world ive never seen
politics and hunger and strength and even the mighty boosh

shes so cool and i would love to meet people like her,

well rounded and gorgeous i just wanted to tell her she wasnt young enough to change someones life

heck, i might of even changed someones life but i didnt know it
so i wanted to ensure that she knew it


AS  for the other letter to my english teacher

she expanded my mind

heck i had no idea what an essay was until i met her

she made class fun as well as informative

she didnt sigh at my jokes but led them on, even putting them in a better path, she made me laugh and i knew she knew i was sad so she tried not to step on some bones and thats why i loved her


who knew that doing so little can impact a person so much??

i mean how would you feel if, out of nowhere you received a letter telling you that you were amazing?

i took time and effort just to put a smile on a teachers face, i mean, who knew a letter, a simple fucking letter, a goddamn letter of reassurance.

i wanted to tell someone i love that i love them
so whats holding me back?

nothing

so im doing it

i suggest you do it to, you might not think youd benefit from it
but you have
you made someone smile

and thats worth more cash than anyone can ever give