Ive been inspired by a lot of things and by different people
from what im feeling now
what im remembering
one person who changed my life is
Claudia "Starr"
although i havent seen her in a while, i just wanted to say she shifted my brain
i swear, she is amazing
i dont know if she changed, or have a new group of friends or lost the personality i knew, i will still remember her as the brilliant, genius person she is
you're beautiful claudia, dont forget that, i know you have your insecurities, but, i dont care if you dont believe me, i think you're so amazing, beyond belief
ok seriously, no fucking joke
The reason why im feeling this way is because,
im writing letters to my 2 favorite teachers
and while sitting in that train staring at the windows trying to think of what to say i would reminice and think of reasons to write this letter
i miss them, i genuinely do
and, although i felt weird telling them i think they're, you know, pretty cool
i thought
no,
i want to tell them how i feel, i would love to be told im great, i wouldnt believe it, but,
its reassuring
I told my history teacher she opened my eyes to a world ive never seen
politics and hunger and strength and even the mighty boosh
shes so cool and i would love to meet people like her,
well rounded and gorgeous i just wanted to tell her she wasnt young enough to change someones life
heck, i might of even changed someones life but i didnt know it
so i wanted to ensure that she knew it
AS for the other letter to my english teacher
she expanded my mind
heck i had no idea what an essay was until i met her
she made class fun as well as informative
she didnt sigh at my jokes but led them on, even putting them in a better path, she made me laugh and i knew she knew i was sad so she tried not to step on some bones and thats why i loved her
who knew that doing so little can impact a person so much??
i mean how would you feel if, out of nowhere you received a letter telling you that you were amazing?
i took time and effort just to put a smile on a teachers face, i mean, who knew a letter, a simple fucking letter, a goddamn letter of reassurance.
i wanted to tell someone i love that i love them
so whats holding me back?
nothing
so im doing it
i suggest you do it to, you might not think youd benefit from it
but you have
you made someone smile
and thats worth more cash than anyone can ever give