Happy 2016 everyone how are you?
There has been an influx of blog posts and it makes me wanna blog i guess, i had a vietnamese ive coffee at like 11:30 and i deeply regret it, my mind is buzzing but too tired to concentrate!
so i spent my time cleaning my room, burning candles and making goals for 2016
FOr now lets gave a look at my diary, one of my favourite things i own, just reading it gives me chills, its literally the backdrop of my relationship with andrew, it was started in late 2012, my coming of age and every section i read its slightly about andrew its so weird
anyways enough about him
here were my new years resolution for 2013
in case you cant read it
- read more
- keep more secrets
- be me
- dont brag
- love yourself
- stop hating yourself
- be confidents
- stop comparing yourself to others
- draw more
- be creative
- stop caring what people think
- less coffee more tea (LOL)
- open mind
- love what you have, love family
- dont get attracted too quickly, stop trusting
- breathe
- show my body and love it
- stop mumbling
- drink more water
- wear more lipstick
- judge people on my terms
- learn how to be alone
- avoid phone
ive gotta say its a pretty solid list, but im so sure i havent completed many of these, more of these came naturally with age but yeah, the most interesting one would probably be the lipstick one and the "dont get attracted". I wore so much lipstick in 2012, i never didnt have a red lip
by atracted i mean not like have the hots for a guy but rather
i am very trusting in the beginning of a relationship with anyone and my heart is easily broken if i hear youve done something to be LOL
lets move on to 2016 goals, not resolutions, goals
im pretty sure you are able to read the list but ill write it down just in case
- perfect coffee making
- read 12 books
- save mulla- basically save a grand
- make $100 selling clothes
- finish 3 canvas paintings
- perfect a dish
- understand male anatomy
- blog 3 times a month
- everyday past due date $100 penalty
i feel like when i have resolutions- i will never do it so i am trying to work on skills i already have, also i didnt want to be vague like "drink more water" because how would i really know?
thats why im trying to have an actual end result you know?
pls help my find a dish to perfect?
for far what i know that i have perfected is whipping cream, egg whites and the occasional lemon m pie, and i used to make some pretty good chicken (w/ sweet chili and soy sauce)
also i going to be flexable with the coffee one, i just want to make a good coffee haha
read 12 books, basically one a month
mulla- trust me im so bad at it, i blame having a boyfriend- hes hungry all the time like fuk
3 paintings- just paint goals, practice makes perfect- i also wanna start selling my art (hmmm new goal?)
the male anatomy i wanna focus on cause im sooooo bad at drawing men!
sell $100 of my clothes, my cupboard is so fucking full- i have major regrets during my t-shirt phase. i have so many fucking shirts. I really wanna sell them, maybe do it with a couple of m8's? thatll be fun
blog more than 3 times a month cause why not?
and im really bad at giving in assignments on time SOOOOOOOOOOO im giving myself a penalty LOL
so thats my commentary one my goal list
what goals do you guys have?
sometimes i feel like a family
she so lovely
a stunner
i want her
-she's so lovely - scouting for girls