Dear 15 Year old me


Dear 15 year old me,
I'm really fucking glad you wrote this letter, i was mindlessly going through out memory box and stumbled upon a letter in caps reading "READ THIS IN 2015", it was eerie because i completely forgot about you.

Anyway, Right now i am 20 years old, in my third year at UNSW and tomorrow you have a Critical Theory research task due at 12 pm (technically 11:59). I don't know why youre taking the HSC, was it because it was the last year you can drop out in grade 10? And don't worry past self, I'm not studying either- you haven't changed at all have you? 

Your favourite drink is still coke actually, and no honey Vodka is not nice. Can i just say i am really glad that you did not start making youtube videos, although a part of me wishes that i had, i'm glad i didn't, maybe i would have a shitty biography by now!

I still eat junk food, but fancy junk food, we are what we call a "foodie" where we spend $30 on meals that look aesthetically pleasing. And yes- i agree you didn't have any freedom but it changes in 2 years and onwards, just be patient- now you go out almost everyday (mum and dad aren't happy haha)

No No you still haven't moved out and not with bobs haha. I can't believed i used the term SABFF (it means super awesome best friend forever, not for life, but forever) 

No you haven't taken up pole dancing but you still plan to

Holy shit i was 49??? honey now you're 65! and don't worry- you are no longer an A cup but lets stop right there. Congrats you have grown but honey boobs aren't everything 

So now you have a boyfriend, yes you have kissed- and again i'll stop right there.

Guess what 15 year old self, you are in uni and yes you are studying teaching. I didn't know i had this ambition at such a young age. 

No you haven't spoken to Lucy nor Claudia for ages and hold shit why was Cameron such a significant part of my life? thats embarrassing 

I've only been in one relationship and you still love the Beatles.

Just reading "autotune TUH!" and "witty lyrics" - you were really pretentious, now you love music that makes you happy, no matter the sound, no matter the lyrics- as long as it made you happy.

The music today consists of EDM, deep house and you really love Kendrick Lamar- but i am obsessed with songs from 1990-2008

Yes you hated dad and yes mum was a tight arse but you were 15!

Oh god my obsession of John Lennon- my obsession of charlieissocoollike!

I still draw, you've gotten much better- heres a quick sketch you did the other day






You stopped watching vampire diaries
Community and HIMYM are finished
and Modern Family is still very good

Limewire- i haven't heard of that in a very long time, 
honey in a year you get your first mac and now you have 3, an ipad and an iphone 6!

FOXTEL??? wtf 2010 

I found the corn joke really funny by the way

How i feel about kids? NO I AM NOT HAVING THEM AT A YOUNG AGE THANK YOU VERY MUCH, you have very different ambitions right now so no

Victor now has a little brother named Vincent 

Yes Saphearak is in year 12 and how dare you say he was fat and ugly (you are very proud of him and his massive weight loss) not to mention Marcel is in year 7 not 8

Kevin Rudd and Julia Gillard? You meet her in the flesh by the way and we don't have presidents- we have prime ministers (AND TONY ABBOTT IS PRIME MINISTER)


Thank you again, it really was a joy to read this letter, i'm glad i was procrastinating

p.s. "i'm dirty" OH GOSH, and formal is coming up? You win Miss Drama queen by the way and you didn't end up going to Cameron's concert.. you cried that night
















Don't be a hardrock 
When you're really are a gem