Fear

One of my largest fears is that I'm going to grow into depression. Sometimes I get these spouts of anxiety and sadness that takes over my body and my personality but hopefully it won't take over my life. I've read and was told being depressed is not being able to get out of bed at all due to a lack to motivation and a feeling of hopelessness. I can still get out of bed. But I cry more often.

I've seen what these mental issues do to you and it isn't pleasant at all. It is nowhere near what you will believe. That's why I'm so afraid that what if I am placed in that situation? I've never been this anxious or depressed before...

I can't help but feel that sometimes I am too sensitive for this world. 

I know it's an irrational and unlikely fear.

But it's hard not to think about it.