today i scrunched myself in a ball and exclaimed, "uni hurts"
its true tho it hurts
two more weeks until this semester is finally done and i dont have time fuck me dead i want to die
i have a 3,000 word reflection due and it is 60%
and 4 days later i have a major essay, 40% and 2500-3000 words
can i just say its technically 2 days after because i have work
gosh im in panic mode, help help
not to mention i have a build up of shifts and i have my uni performance tmr and i have to get up at 5 am and fuck
i cant gym or eat healthy
after the major essay i have peer review and 6 blog post which i havent started
no time no time no time
WHY CANT THEY JUST CALL SAM IN JESUS
i nned a hug
and my mum is being a bitch
and my dad is stressed
which makes my mum a bitch
which makes my brother as dumb fuck
and my other brother is just a lazy shit
and my room is messy
which i try to clean
but no time
and people wont stop talking to me
and the accountant took $60 away from me
and everything is so expensive
and my fucjk i cannttttttttttttttttttt
monday
performance
tuesday
drive to hospital and study
wednesday
study
thursday
lecture
study
friday
reflection due
study
saturday
work
sunday
work
monday
tut
study
tuesday
study
major essay due
wednesday
work
thursday
blog post
work
friday
blog post due
saturday
freedom
until the poetic test
goodnight
and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something