I was meant to start cleaning my room at 8.35, next thing i know its 10:20
How in heck does this happen?
Hi, its Maria
i havent blogged in a while frankly because i dont want to and ive been really lazy
life, what is it even?
i have been napping like crazy and to be frank doing nothing but hanging out with Andrew, bumming around and wasting money. He mustve been really bored while i was gone, ive never known him to be so quiet, i kept chatting away about queensland whilst he kept thinking of things to say except for "i legit did nothing"
hahaaha i really missed him while i was away
ANYWAYS queensland was really good, only flaw were wet feet, sticky hair, and a constant fear of having my phone around water (which was everywhere..) which only meant i couldnt take any photos
the one i was most upset that i couldnt take was when the sun was setting, hellen and i were on the dock, right in front of the boat leaning on the rails, the water was a blue-ish green and the flying fish would spray out of the water out of nowhere, i looked up and the sky was a purple blue, there was a distant island, right at that moment it the moon hung above it and a sail boat drifted by
i felt so surreal, not to mention the whitehaven beach
i could just die there
it was indescribable
everything was ..
i was so relaxed, as i lay on the boat in the sun as i felt the sea rock me i couldnt think of anything besides how happy i was, i forgot what it was like to be stressed, i forgot about uni and my family and my room and i even forgot about andrew it was weird
this was the only thing going through my mind " "
yep, nothing, i couldnt think of anything to fixate on
man, i wish i was there again, scuba diving, snorkeling, swimming, paddle boarding, laughing, singing, watching, riding, napping, splashing, hiking.
sitting on the front corer of the boat with my feet out having water splash on my toes as someone applies sunscreen on my back
IT WAS JUST MAGICAL
i was what i needed, it really was
man i love the beach, no regrets that trip, no regrets
Oh and to top it off, i went into a book store and found alice in wonderland and through the looking glass, a 1979 version, hardcover for 50c, what was even better was that i found the outsiders, a book that i have been meaning to read and buy for about a year for, wait for it, 50c!!!
i finished it the day after i got it, i couldnt put it down and i didnt want to finish it, i swear to god the last few days were, just, i cant, guys im really happy, i really am, i feel like myself again, my high school self, where i didnt worry about anything and felt like living is the best thing to do
i havent gymed in a while and i dont care
i i i i i i am sooooo happy
Thank you Queensland
Thank you Powerplay
Thank you Sun
Thank you for reminding me that i am still me
photo tyme
books
soo faded
sun beams fukya
airlie beach more like airlie bae
passed out from happiness
boat home sweet boat home
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nacho lunch #yumz
idk i just thought this was cute hhahaha
breakky / diabetes
ugh best combo ever, choc chip cookie dough and mint choc chip
tan man
being tan with this man
i had more to say but don't feel like saying it
maybe if i see you ill tell you
i have work tmr
back to reality i guess
- Saturday : work
- Saturday night : work party
- Sunday : work
- Sunday night : Wilsons party
- LOL GL M8