2017

[[[[[[ this was meant to be posted halfway through 2018... whoops! ]]]]]]]


I havent made a post about 2017 yet.


so here it is

Last year i made the decision that i wasnt going to make a new years resolution but instead i have a list of achievements


  • got a dog
  • started cooking/meal prepping 
  • got a tattoo
  • stopped meds
  • shot a gun/went to a gun range
  • did markets
  • saved 5g
  • watched a horror movie (i would refuse to watch anything scary)
  • drove to canberra and back
  • new bed frame
  • went to get prac
  • a femme affair
  • went to snakehips
  • escape room
  •  fixed phone instead of getting another 
  • best name for a dog (thhanks for the idea jess haha)
  • paid off my debt 
  • dyed hair for the first time
  • went to japan & Korea
  • travelled with my best friend
  • spilt milk
  • went to cambodia
  • went to melbourne 
  • went to yoga classes
  • made $100 on art
  • pet an elephant (questioning whether or not i should be proud of this one)
  • made business cards
  • finished 1 sec a day
  • attended a drag show
  • went to "full moon party" (actually the new years party)
  • went to vietnam
  • went to Taiwan
  • went to Thailand
  • Rode an ATV
  • pet a cow
  • went through vietnam tunnets
  • ate bugs
  • ate happy pizza
  • rode in the back of a high speed uta
  • swam in a cave





  • From ym 2017 video
  • my room i de cluttered now getting an office space
  • be more mindful
  • meditated
  • more self acceptance
  • being by myself and being a better version of myself
  • working on me(drawing and painting again)
  • ate new foods
  • reading (getting into reading and philosophy)
  • excited to get money

bf

im obsessed w my bf again

this is very tiny but makes me smile

andrew had been sleeping over at my house coz he has a lot of mozzies there

ive been offering my house to him but he doesnt want to sleep over


and then i receive a call from andrew and he is whinging like

"its soo hooooooottt" like a baby - he doesnt even say hi or hello just ITS HOOOT

and im like fuck off ur not staying over you rejected me

and he was like "fine, bye"

and he hung up on me and then i instantly call him back and he is like

...

"its soo hooooooottt" like a baby - he doesnt even say hi or hello just ITS HOOOT



and im like of course you can stay ova
:) idk i love him


i just love being around him and listening to him and just

companionship <3 




also one morning when i was getting ready for work (and he was over)
he was like wow is that how you dress to school
and im like yeh
and he was like hrumph dont look too good (for the boys at the school)

thats the closest im ever going to get to a compliment from him


but it still made me smile :)

i think he likes it when i look a little professional hahah
compared to my sluttier outfits

I miss my grandma