wilough




hi im distracted and i totally have a willow smith obsession right now

https://soundcloud.com/dhatu

she is so talented

https://soundcloud.com/kittycash/willow-smith-8


can't handle


everyone should listen to her music

i also did my timetable

i;m doing all education courses

im pretty sure im doing curriculum stuff

ily

 Can you see the words rolling off my tongue, you got the touch baby because you're the one. I can taste the smoke rolling off your lips, I inhale, see the stars and then I smell your kiss. Show me, show me your galaxy.
 

a e p s

today i scrunched myself in a ball and exclaimed, "uni hurts"

its true tho it hurts

two more weeks until this semester is finally done and i dont have time fuck me dead i want to die

i have a 3,000 word reflection due and it is 60%

and 4 days later i have a major essay, 40% and 2500-3000 words

can i just say its technically 2 days after because i have work

gosh im in panic mode, help help


not to mention i have a build up of shifts and i have my uni performance tmr and i have to get up at 5 am and fuck

i cant gym or eat healthy

after the major essay i have peer review and 6 blog post which i havent started

no time no time no time

WHY CANT THEY JUST CALL SAM IN JESUS


i nned a hug
and my mum is being a bitch

and my dad is stressed

which makes my mum a bitch

which makes my brother as dumb fuck

and my other brother is just a lazy shit

and my room is messy

which i try to clean

but no time

and people wont stop talking to me

and the accountant took $60 away from me

and everything is so expensive

and my fucjk i cannttttttttttttttttttt

monday
performance

tuesday
drive to hospital and study

wednesday
study

thursday
lecture
study

friday
reflection due
study

saturday
work

sunday
work

monday
tut
study

tuesday 
study
major essay due

wednesday
work

thursday
blog post
work

friday
blog post due

saturday
freedom

until the poetic test











goodnight

Boy in the striped shirt


The world has a really weird way of working out

Sometimes it is even stranger

I completely forgot my work phone in my butt pocket and didn't realise until it was too late to have it returned


the next day, which is today

i went back to work to return it, impulsively walking out the door to the parramatta train, not even finishing my cereal i sped out the house because the next train was in 15 min

After the train was safe and sound i rushed into the first train that left for central for uni

i sat behind this cute guy with a stripped shirt
he looked pretty old and i like to make up stories about strangers i see

especially on train rides or if im waiting for someone

its fun and makes the rides faster

i stared at the back of his head wondering what he did in his life and before you knew it, i ended up at central, where he got off too

without a rush i jogged in my uncomfortable boots to the unsw bus stop, and i noticed he was lining up as well, my story of him changed,

he wasnt that old, i guess i was wrong


i wondered what he did at uni


we sat next to each other but on different seats, one knowing the other was there

i looked at him now and then and laughed at the coincidence, but not out loud of course, im not (that much) of a freak

as i made my way slowly to uni i sat with my group partner outside of our lecture theatre and we discussed our project
and i noticed he walked pass my table, weird

and i told her the story


as i lined up outside for my american literature lecture, he was there too

i never ever noticed him before

i just stared, startled at the coincidence

he looked at me too, knowing and wondering how i came about


it was weird




and that was my story of the boy in the striped shirt

maybe i'll see him next week,

probably not