So i wrote a short story


Motel

We get those kinds a lot; he was ashamed I could tell. He faked his name, you can always tell when people fake it cause they give you a long pause before they tell you their “name”. And boy, did he pause.

I worked mostly night shifts there at the motel, it wasn’t bad I mean you get some odd faces here and there but it’s not bad, not at all. Its actually pretty fun, watching married men with girls young enough to be their daughters, the freaks really do come out at night.

But anyways there was this man, Benedict Cumberbatch he claimed his name was. British actor? I asked, boy he nearly shat himself when I said that. Boy was he startled. He nodded very anxious; he seemed on edge, he must have been really ashamed. 

He held only this one brief case, it didn’t seem full. He was kinda handsome, dashing almost, grey hair, strong jaw, he was attractive I’ll give him that. 

I assigned him the last vacancy left, which meant I was off the job for a while, luckily the last room, his room, was right across the staffs room. I don’t know I guess I was kinda bored, intrigued almost, I mean he was kinda suspicious, how could you not? I mean he left the curtains open and everything. 

I was about 10 minutes in from when he entered the room, curtains opened and everything, as if he was suspecting an audience. He seemed less tense sitting on the mattress, he positioned this long mirror at an angle to his bed, I could see almost everything. He definitely was putting on a show.

He looked so different from the counter, so relaxed, serine almost. Casually pulling off his clothes he stood before me, well about 20 meters away guarded by 2 windows, he stood before me in only his boxers. His body was alright, not bad but not great, pretty good legs I’ll give him that. 

The brief case was on the bed, opened wide, you wouldn’t believe it but he brought out all these women’s clothes. Real womens clothes, he pulled out a black lacy bra and slipped it on, to tell you the truth I felt kinda disgusted, boy did I feel awkward but I couldn’t look away.
After a moment he brought out these silky stockings, rolling it on to himself in front of the mirror, muttering to himself, giving himself flirty kisses to the mirror. It wasn’t even funny, it was kinda sad. 

He paraded in the bra and stockings then slipped on this really tight black dress. He paused at himself in the mirror, he looked… happy. He looked even happier when he pulled out a wig. My eyebrows sky rocketed; my eyes were glued on him as he brushed it slightly and flipped on the long brunette wig. Things got a bit weird from there, putting on these large white pumps and threw on a hot pink scarf, beginning to pack on layers of make-up.

He watched himself, all finished, he watched himself. He looked like he as in a trance, he pulled the mirror in and kissed himself.
But at that point, I didn’t feel weird anymore, I felt, kinda, I don’t know, happy for the guy. He seemed so much more comfortable now than when he was at the counter, then when he sat on the bed, from when he put on the.. bra.  I know it’s a bit weird, but I felt happy too, I don’t know, boy if you saw the guy in that outfit, all confident, clopping away in those heels, that wig, you would feel happy too. 
In a way, it was kinda like, that was him, the real him. I guess he kinda wanted an audience, someone to see who he really is, and honestly I was glad to see it. Boy did he look happy. 

The next day when he checked out he was the man again, he seemed sad, lost almost. I felt sorry for the guy. But yeah, the jobs not bad, we get those types around here a lot, it’s not bad, It’s not bad at all.

USYD

WOAH! i almost forgot to tell you guys about YYYEEESSTTEERRRDDAAYYY


a kick ass a day with only mai and emily



it was sweet having an outing with 3 people

a group is so rowdy and a hassle

long time since ive been out with only girls

anywhore

we woke up got to the train station

CABRA station unlike every other time when i have to go fucking canley

yeah we all saw each other

got some lovely tickets and stopped by gloria jeans!

got some lovely pastry like REAL CLASSY WOMEN! fun fun fun

soon after we almost missed our train! did not realise until now

on the train we had a short talk, i forgot about what

i think about fanfiction haha LOL

We got to redfern and then USYD!!!

first thing we did

got free bags LOL

we walked around a bit

got some freebees

Then we saw a mini theatre kinda thing

it was an amazing band called "Push/Pull"

soon they had a theatre sport kinda thing

improvisation game

It was funnnnyyy!! we explored a museum
walked around
got FREE food!


met a very sexy
very english
English man doing his phD in CHEMISTRY
he was so fittttt

he was like blonde
and had dimples
and a shrubble kinda thing

he had chest hair tooooooooo~~~~~


we walked away and melted at his cuteness
soon we sat on the grass and spotted another sexy sex face

awesome outfit, blue hoodie with matching shoes and that sexy ankle bracelet

he was there with his mum how cute!



i draw part of a building



 AS SHOWN THERE! WHICH I CANT PROPERLY MOVE

but yeah as i drew it at first it looked like a penis then i decorated it

and mai was like "you decorated it"

and emily was like "I THOUGHT YOU SAID DICKCORATED"

HAHHAHAHA how funny!!

we went to see the second session of theatre sports and it was heaps funnier!

One was like "justin whatevers musical"

and one guy entered and was like "IM USHER!"

i wanted to die so funny

soon after another group went up and it was set in paris

and the guy stood there saying stuff waiting for another to come into the act

and no one would

and he was like "im so lonely, i WISH someone could help me out, throw me a bone, anyone please walk past"

ahahha so funny!

soon after the other guys came and they were like

"This is the tower, the tower, tower, THE EIFFEL TOWER"

SO FUNNY!

soon after we left to meet up with the others in pitt street to buy formal clothes

and

oh

my

god

BUSKERS


So talented and attractive awesome fucking day

thats all i can say

hahahah that rhymed 

anyways thats all im bothered to write

SI RO NA RA

oh also um i am inlove with a guy who is a busker something something fuck i am such an awkward person bye


Today

i dont know why i feel sad sometimes but i just do

i notice the only times i want to write on this blog is when i am sad

but today was fun

i had a nice day

it was lovely

one of those teenage experiences ive always wanted to explore

So i finally finished my art exam

finished my drama trials

and so my lovely drama group decided  to go eat thai

it was lovely, tasted great, good service

the people were so sweet so anyway we wanted to celebrate the end of trials

and throughout the  day i kept asking

is anyone 18?

turns out e decided to join us

so from then on we just hung out in cabra, i wearing boots, fishnets and a slap full of lipstick

ahah

and then well we went to Jennys house

from there we began to do some essays and multiple choice

i did 2 essays and only a few multiple choice

i hate multiple choice its not nice

and after 2 essays i began to get a little light headed and yeah

slurred my words

felt dizzy

and my mum picked my up

and from then i just felt

like a teenager

thats odd isnt it

i am just finally happy

and its about to end

this sucks

yeah

im sad