Hey guys,
This is the second day of term 1 2020.
The past 2 days have been just Professional Learning stuff like CPR etc.
I wonder how this year is gonna go. I am very hopeful. I am not really happy with the person i've become over the last year. Full of negativity, stress, anger and depression. But I am hopeful about this year. 2020 was a nice break but not its time for myself to get back to it.
I feel like something is missing from my life, I dont know what it is, but i hope this year i'll figure it out.
I am currently in my room listening to the playlist linked above. Very Lo-fi.
I'll admit something right now. I think typing it will be good for me.
I have been addicted to my phone/ social media. Maybe thats why i feel unhappy? Well I can't stop using youtube and instagram.
I am also obsessed with stan and netflix. Its like I can't work without something in the background. I feel like i can't even watch 1 show for too long.
Now that I am back to work i feel grateful for having a routine again.
I hope i lose some weight while I am work.
The way I look has really fucked up my mental health.
gOd when will i stop feeling sorry for myself?
I am so sick of it
Please Maria, This year, all you need to do is love yourself. Nourish your body and soul.
bye.
also note to self-
I think I am going to take a picture of myself every time i post. Just to remind myself of what I look like. Let hope things change
