and it made me so emotional just thinking about it
i love making up scenarios in my head about what i would do if i could turn back time and how i would live my life back then
i always thought about going back to year 12 and choosing a different career path, maybe working a little harder on my art hsc
and then it hit me, if i were to change anything in my life before the past year i wouldnt have peanut
and that just cannot be!
i guess my life was shaped the way it was so that peanut would fall into my hands
thats all
