(◡‿◡✿): February 2016

You know.

I feel like I have changed in so many ways the past 2 months. I don't really know what is going to happen this semester.

All I know is that I haven't read a single book since the new year.

Must start reading!

I've tried to narrow down my top 3 fav songs of all time and 505&Reptilia are still up there.

I've contemplated removing reptilia- then I listened to it again and I was like yeah no I'm way too keen on Julian Casablancas.

I made a new friend, his name is Sean.

I was talking to him and I realised that I am a strange twisted fellow (I'm so random xD)

No but in all seriousness I think a lot of my awkwardness comes from my brain and its inability to stop and relax. I have a very vivid imagination and it does not match some people.

E.g. Last night at kenny's I was telling them how I recently finished my prac and I was like "now I can sleep with the students!" As A JOKE and everyone stared at me and zomg

I'm such an idiot, but with some people it'll be funny and they get its a joke.

I hang around my group too much I forgot what it's like to talk to strangers.

Anyways I feel really uncomfortable during silences with new people and I get read fidgety and he could see that. And I started dancing in my seat and he was like ummmmm

But I guess it can be kinda loveable?

Goodnight

Half an hour

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