get inspired

so im gonna draw and these are my inspirations for whatever piece i am going to make

Home

I haven't been properly home after work... Or ever in such a FUCKInG long time

I don't even think today counts since Jess and I went to go eat steak at the outback steak house 

It was really good fun Jess and I cause we were peering on our cute waiter who totally wanted us

 We ate whatever the fuck this was

It was crazy good

Perfect pink

The mash was meh but the other weird potato thing was the bees knees

Dessert - pavlova- something something some kind of thing I forgot what it was called- and a chocolate brownie -

SOO GOOD. 

NOT EXAGGERATING. 

but yeah

Join me as I tell you the tales of me not being home

Lets start with bike riding

For Xmas I got a bike and I wanted to learn how to ride it before the new year cause it had been my New Years resolution for about ummm

14 years LOL

YEah I forced Andrew to teach me

And I finally got it! 

I shouldn't of worn those shorts cause they rode up my butt like cray it hurt for a day or two

Collin likes to visit me at b2 cause he luv me

Then Jess and I went to the beach after work

It was beautiful and real good 

I'm really glad I work with Jess

(Mainly cause carpool)

But yeah after the beach we decided to go and eat dessert cuz y knot

Oh yes I remember now, it was the night before Xmas

We grabbed waffles

AND THE BEST FUCKING CHEESE CAKE I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY GOSH DARN DIDDLY LIFE

And a mediocre sandwich 

So like as Jess and I were on our way home we saw dis

It was the best decoration

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So like.. XMAS DAY 

After a feast at Jess's neighbours we headed to Huynhs

MACCAS FEAST

We couldn't even finish it all

We all stayed up - bob, drew, Jess, me, huynh and eeh

Up until 3 talking about every aspect of our friends in a supernatural world

It was great

Next day- Boxing Day with snezzy, Jesse, bobby, eeee-y, and drew LOL (the hipster 

We then tried to go to wet n wild but they closed early so NGAW but instead we went to the same beach that Jess and I went to but with drew and bobby this time

This was our meal Nomnomnom

Our pre meal

And

Us

And ok yum yum lemon meringue pie!! And we had the cheese cake again (cause it's that fuckin gooooood)

Then I went rashays. I forgot when and why but all I remember was the chicken was good and lasagne was shit

Wet n wild the day after with team unsw 

We had nuggets. AND I SAW DINO!!

THAT WAS SWEET

IT WAS ALSO SUCH A COINCIDENCE CAUSE THE WHOLE UNSW GROUP WAS THERE SO WE ALL KNEW WHO HE WAS AND DANNY GOT A SNAP CHAT THESAME TIME I GOT A SNAP CHAT FROM DINO SO I OPENED IT AND HE TOOK A PHOTO OF MW WHILST EATING NGAW

but anyways

V lounge with some bois

Mmm CREME bulé with eeh, Michael, Wilson and drew

Wilson left and huynh joined and we went to go watch the hobbit. 'twas a really good night and we had a midnight chat with each other at maccas eating nuggets and shit 

I liked my outfit that night :)))

And yeah everything is already covers

Garie beach with the hubby and adopted gay sons (inside joke :))

And yada yada

Yeah that's my life a bit out of 2013 and into 2014

Tbh I'm not liking it so far

Work is a downer and I'm sleepy

G night

With luv

Mars

You secretly are in love
And finally when I let myself fall hard for you 
I see you trying to pretend
Like I’m making it up
This is what it feels like -Banks - This is what it feels like

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It's been an alright year

I wish it was better tho

many unnecessary drama and awkward tensions and losing but winnings, it was just a hectic year for all of us because we all began realising that we cant escape growing up

we all need money, work, and education

solitude

by the end of the year i saw who my real friends were

and im glad we are here

we've fought enough through this year

ive finally come to the conclusion that i love you guys
not matter how much i hate you sometimes or how much you hate me

can you see, we are going to be friends forever, we cant escape anymore, we've gone this far





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Spent the beginning of New Year's Eve with drew, Michael, eeh, and danman

We just finished watching The hobbit and then we went on a late night maccas run

Spent the rest of New Year's Eve with dan man again drew boo again and bobby wobby. 

We went to the beach, got boogie boards and rode the waves all day, that was really fun

Shit loads of windy roads 

Kite flying and boy look of those waves

Ignore my fat thighs and undies but what a good photo

I spent New Years djjskwksoqjjj$/&/&:)&/!&jakhsjeidjwk$)&£$?(7$/&'$$))&:!&.&,$:?????????????????????????????????????????????????

And the on New Year's Day I went to a park with my fam, I slept the whole time and read 

This was a lovely view

I'm trying to tell myself that 2014 will be a good year because it'll begin with beach house and arctic monkeys, in probably gonna get big day out tix and be called in more from Dymocks

I want to find another job tho, something to keep and income and money

I can feel myself losing my real family and finding a new one

I don't know how I feel about that











happy new years i guess









“I broke my own heart loving you.”