kinda sad

so right now im eating a big mac

well i wrote that last night and well i went to my first uni party with my uni friends

it was actually pretty fun cause i got drunk but then i slowly became sober and tired and shit so that wasnt that fun but i found energy eventually

so lets see....

I didn't finish my essay due that day so I skipped my tut to do it and I ended up coming late to uni and I missed my lecture so I kinda took naps all around uni

I then met Luke at whitehouse

There was a girl who sang alright at roundhouse and we just sat outside and he had a beer and I had a cider and I made newspaper hats for the shipwreck theme

a guy at the bar actually complimented them lol

Brit and Carla then came and we all just kinda talked and their friend Grace came

She was really pretty and twas cool

We met with Luke's friend and I can't remember his name but he did environmental  science

We headed off to roundhouse and met these other science blokes and had more booze

There was this really beautiful German girl, like her parents spoke to her in German and I asked her to teach me something and I couldn't pronounce it and I wanted to learn "you can't speak German" so I can annoy bobby :))

And yeah we lost Brit ect for a bit but found them and I went with Luke to meet his brother for punch

We headed back to whitehouse and we met his bro and his friend from highschool

We had captin bloods punch which was really delish and that guy in the unsw signs wwas there and another Asian guy and some guy who did media and decided to do physics as an extra topic and realised it wasn't really like highschool physics LOL

WE all mingled and made bad jokes

The others left and it was me an ladies again and I cbf to keep going but

That was me Brit grace and Carla

And there's Jackson an Brit again, education gang

The reason why I'm sad is cause Brit is planning to take a gap year so we won't be in classes anymore and I yeah I really love her you know?

The roundhouse is real nice, they had 3 djs

Here is the inside one 

They played doofdoof music and I think Andrew would of liked it

OH AND I MET A GUY NAMED KEVIN

He is tall and Asian

Anywhoo

I liked the dj outside cause he played soilder by destiny child's and we danced loads

And the discoball was nice

And tam was there

Yeh that's all I really wanna say

ily guys oo

Holiday has started

Look at my pretty drink, tht guy is drinkin it lol

We went to visit Collin

'twas cute seeing him work

Yeh

I was like work out and work and I want money and I want to be free 

Bro







Cause basically i, i just wanna ride with you
I gotta get you, cause i just wanna vide with you
-The Internet - Dontcha






i just got deja vu

Soooooooo...

Yeah previous, previous post was kinda

Ok so

First day

Graduation was good

Fun

Hot cakes (or as eeh, rejecting the the social norm calls it, cold cakes)  

Hot dogs

Wanting to throw up

Jess Collin Danny then bobby

Yeah

It was so fun cause we went house hunting and we kinda just all became really critical and went past the ugliest house

And yeah we all met up at eehs eventually and we played games but I had to

Go home :((

Next day did nothing till the party which I fucked my parents over with

I had fun cause I was buzzed all night and I didn't even take that much

Shot of green fairy

A wait till slightly sober

One jagger bomb 

Three tequila shots

Danced all night and I got to see Claudia the woman I love so dearly 

Sadly jens couldn't come

I saw kitty cat tho and eeh and I fell on the floor trying to take pictures 

B4

After

Fun times oh Claudia I was so happy I see her

Then I just kinda flopped around and danced and I was stable but I liked to pretend I wasn't when I was given attention then I would melt until I was yeah nevermind

And they yeah i got really angry and my parents got angry and I just it's hard to explain

I really pissed them off and the next morning I almost got attacked by a magpie and I had I dream I did and weird cause I'm sleeping all day so yes eeh and I didn't get to go to the record fair and I am now really REALLY upset cause my rents

And I hope I can go midsem party

And I should be studying 

And so I end my post I guess

The 3 days were actually shit -actually first was good

i really wish itll all get better by next week

And I'm like bleh 

Love you guys, don't be stupid like me

“The world didn’t get worse, homie, your eyes just got wider.”

—	fuckin deep ass top comment on youtube

100th post

my special tradition

"CONDOMS ARE CHEAPER THAN BABIES"

"Cry Me A River So I Can Swim In It And Laugh"

I fancy you with a passion, you're a top shop princess and a rockstar too

I Would Probably Adore You With Your Hands Around My Neck

I Would Probably Adore You With Your Hands Around My Neck

and he shows me, he knows me,every inch of my tar-black soul

You Lock the Door and Throw Away the Key.
There's Someone in my Head.
But its Not Me..

Elvis where are you when i need you most? White comp sequins, jumpsuit ghost

I want you to be crazy cause you're stupid baby when you're sane

Can you see what you've done to my heart, and soul? It's such a wasteland now.


Interpol


You're Not the First Person Who was Ever Confused and Frightened and Even Sickened by Human Behaviour -Mr Antolini From Catcher In The Rye


She may contain the urge to runaway but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks -Breezeblocks by Alt-J (∆)

the goose bumps start to raise
the minute that my left hand meets your waist
and then I watch your face
put my finger on your tongue
'cause you love the taste yeah
- Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood 

in school i was the one thinking outside boxes

so everybody in them would say that i got problems

so when i heard you say it, i said it back like fuck 'em 

Tyler, the creator - Colossus 

I’ll wait, so show me why you’re strong
Ignore everybody else,
We’re alone now -Retrograde by James Blake


Glazey and numb. He just turned up the volume. And drove faster. -Perks of being a wallflower (i cant believe in quoting it)

I don't need them

And they don't need me

I guess i'll go home

Try to be sane -Tame Impala; Why won't they talk to me?

Our love comes back in the middle of the night -James Blake - Our Love Comes Back

Southern trees bear a strange fruit,
Blood on the leaves and blood at the root,
Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze
-Strange fruit - Billie Holiday

Hello, the hype is so mellow
Bitch I'm dope but my pipe is so yellow
- Odd Toddlers - Tyler, the Creator
listen to the song the beat is so chill

Our hearts beat so loud the neighbours think we’re fucking when I’m just trying to find the nerve to touch your face. -Andrea Gibson, “Pansies”

i love you when you're singing that song and,
i got a lump in my throat 'cause
you're gonna sing the words wrong-Riptide - Vance Joy (thanks bobby)

Whoa, won't you let me hold you, dear ? 
I want to just put my arms around ya, like the circles going 'round the 
Sun. 
Let me hold you daddy, at least until the morning comes.- Janis Joplin - I need a man to love

I got a little money and i got a little fame

Still smoking everyday to ease my mind and maintain

Addicted to success all i wanna do is gain

Drug with ambition i can feel it in my veins

-Domo Genesis - Boss' Life      (if you have the correct speakers the bass is super rad, and this song is so super chill i love it, ive been getting into rnb and rap its crazy but awesome) 

Slip it in her drink

and in the blink of an eye i can make a white girl look chink

 -Fish - Tyler, the creator

And everything hits you in the end
And spoils your thought stream
My heart got a hold of my head
And ripped it to its seams -King Krule - Bleak Bake

In her eyes, there's a flame that burns right through my soul
Can't pretend to be cool, about to lose my control
Yeah I know she's got plenty; admirers, she's got many
Like an exotic fantasy, into a frenzy she sends me
Wow I have to sit down, and gather my wits now
I wanna caress those hips now, wanna kiss those lips now- Plenty - Guru's feat. Erykah Badu

And it's a lot to ask her not to sting,

And give her less than everything

Innocence and arrogance entwined 
My mistakes where made for you - the last shadow puppets 

The ashtrays full and I'm spillin' my guts 
She wants to know am I still a slut - Otherside - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

I hope that no one ever leaves,
'cause I don't wanna be alone with me
-The Wombats - Here comes the anxiety (im pretty sure ive already quoted this but fuck it i love this song!!)

what do you call it when batman skips church?

christian bale

Any nigga can kill a man, that dont make you a real nigga, real is responsibility, real is takin care of your muthafuken family.-Real - Kendrick Lamar

As we are floating in the blue
I am softly watching you
Oh boy your eyes betray what burns inside you

Whatever I feel for you
You only seem to care about you
Is there any chance you could see me too?
Cause I love you
Is there anything I could do
Just to get some attention from you?-Woodkid - I love you (the french chick showed me this song, isnt it amazing! i fucking love it, i mean i cant even write one verse of it!)

“I want to kick love right in its gut
Beat it and leave for dead
Wash my hands in the river
Lie down and die in your bed” - Ryan Adams, What Sin Replaces Love? 

His face was not of that brown rusty black which most of that nation are, but of perfect ebony, or polished jet. His eyes were the most awful that could be seen, and very piercing; the white of 'em being like snow, as were his teeth. His nose was rising and Roman, instead of African and flat. His mouth the finest shaped that could be seen; far from those great turned lips which are so natural to the rest of the negroes.  -Oroonoko: or, The royal slave - Aphra Behn (1688)


99 problems all gone in that one joint
And the neck gold froze like he held it at gunpoint

"IF I CAN'T HIKE DRUNK, WHY HIKE AT ALL"-Me, (well "apparently" danny helped me with that joke) 

I always thought it was a shame
That we have to play these games
It felt like you really knew me
Now it feels like you see through me
-the xx - Sunset

"If they don’t like you who the fuck cares."

— Sara Quin



My weakness for the other sex
Every time his shoulders flex
The way the shirt hangs off his back
My train of thought spins right off track
-Amy Winehouse (who i am so obsessed with now!) Amy Amy Amy (Outro)