Last day of winter

Can I just say it's about fucking time! Freedom feels so close

I should've known Spring was coming soon cause I got hayfever today haha lol

I wanted to make a quick post to catch up on my "blog 3 times a month" thing

I hope things change for me soon, health wise and so on

But fistly can we please talk about Justin Timberlake? He is such a talented artist and his older rnb type songs were sooooooooo bomb but I'm not feeling his music now

It's too poppy? No longer sexy? Idk

Let's talk about his "Like I love you" video clip. 

I mean dat crochet hat made by grandma and 711 shirt he wears outside of a 711?? Am I thinking it's ironic or was this the time where advertising was so obvious yet subliminal?

Idk I never really realised how big rnb was during these days! I was watching some Rihanna vids as well! 

She was like my hero I loved her in 2005 and 2006 (omg just typing that made me me feel weird!)

I forgot she sang "we ride" "SOS" and "if it's loving that you want"

Talking about banger my top 5 songs RN include-

You gotta be - des-ree

Pick up the phone - Young Thug

Come Down - Anderson Paak

Me Gustas Tu - Manu Chao

Saint Pablo - Kanye West

Can I just say one thing about Kanye west. I feel sorry for him. The whole Taylor swift VMA "beyonce should've won" speech fucked up his career

He always has been weird with his words but after that it messed up his career. I was watching an interview with amber rose and she said that after that stun people dropped him and he became increasing unpopular

And I'm pretty sure he didn't even know Taylor swift and he opened his mouth like um. 

It's his own fault but I think he didn't realised what mess would come after. Idk seeing him with Kim and the smiles he has you can tell that he lover heR idk!!!

I just love his album so and maybe cause he is black and America always shines a bad light on them and they just used his race IDK 

Anyways

Ummm GN! I have 4 more assignments to do!! Yay me!!!

blond

my thoughts on blond


top songs
- self control
-solo
-nights


i love it, its super chill and perfect for this time in my life. i love frankie and usually i get really disappointed with albums when they first come out with an artist that i like- but i actually fell for this - i mean it took me a while to warm up to lonerism, and to pimp a butterfly

i completely understand why it isnt some peoples cup of tea but i love it

its perfect for my lonely and stressed out nights, and i already find myself humming it

i would give it 8/10, but channelorange is a 10/10, not hthat his music aint as g - im still warming up to it

it def has a james blake presence



who is james blake?
he is an artist i really appreciate but i never really mention? i think the only person i have properly shown his music to is bobs?

well this is the first song i heard from james blake

hope youse like him

this is currently one of my fav songs

its full of asian boobs

24 August

HOW TO TEACH BOYS CREATIVE WRITING

• choose 2 character discriptions
• a place
• and object
• now write the first 3 sentences of this story 

ok now that i have on my blog and im gonna try to find it again when i teach, hello

i am maria chan and i am having a mental breakdown

ok not really, im trying to deal with it

frank ocean is making me real chill

its really frustrating when people come to me with their uni problems and advice when i am barely keeping my head above the water

I had a bit of an emotional break down last night, super duper crying and thank god andrew was there to pick up the pieces, it was so stupid

ive been angry- very very angry and i am unsure why. its like this stress is creating a monster
everything about my life and what is to come is overwhelming me

i just want everything to be over.

but i am also glad this is happening cause i am able to handle much more than i used to

in a way i am really glad that i am so busy because i am on my feet and it distracts me from the rest of the world

one thing i have noticed about myself is that i am must more blunt- straight to the point cause you know what? i dont hve the fucking time-



The first day i have off i am not going to be on my phone at alll seriously

on the plus side i got to habg out with eeh the other day, we went our for breakfast, we both wanted ristretto and co which is like yas qween

we then went to the city and got some glasses, we went into a strictly metal record store which was bizarre i didnt like it

then we went to parramatta, i showed him beatdisk recored (my new favourite store, i probs already spent $200 there) and then borrowed a book from dymocks, bought $32 eyeliner, sticky tape and yeah

it was good. we just talked about shows and music


it was like my first day off in ages

 ok i just needed to talk for a bit cause people are stressing me out right now but i feel all g now so :):))::):):)


I brought trees to blow through, but it's just me and no you
Stayed up 'til my phone died, smoking big, rolling solo

[Chorus]
It's hell on Earth and the city's on fire
Inhale, in hell there's heaven
There's a bull and a matador dueling in the sky
Inhale, in hell there's heaven