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(can ijust say im better at keeping a blog if im on mahhh phone. and i cbf to edit my shit btw)

I should, like, not keep a blog

I swear to god guys that I try and try to update this thing but no just no I have like 1000000 thinks in my drafts

So, here I am, on a train to university and I’m deciding to at least write fucking something

Life has been good

I’m a Uni girl now on the unsw campus, it’s real good although I thought that I would be swarmed by Asians when really, who knew that arts had a considerable amount of white people whom are which ok looking.

But I swear, unsw does have some super buff hotties like woah! Walking around campus they shine with in their shorts w- OMG story time

Down the full lane in my campus I walk, walking past busy students eager as I am to leave only to be hit my an equal amount of students dreading their next class. 
I hear a slight wur behind me like crashes of waves by a bay, drawing near, near enough to hit me until I spot a boy zipping past me. 
Being hit by this wave I feel a cool rush as his legs swing past a skate board zippin past girls and boys. 
I feel myself speed up, trying to catch up to this guys slowing down by the stop light. Desperately pushing past people to get to him.

He draws near as I shove, his out grown jeans and pale white tee makes my heart beat faster and so does his sandy blonde slick back hair. Skateboard in his had he skims the crowd allowing me to catch a glimpse of his not yet seen face. 
It does not disappoint. 
Perfectly symmetrical face sprayed with freckles, he looks down at me for a sec, starring at the man- boy towering above me with blue eyes. I quickly look away knowing….

GODDAMN THIS BOY FINE.

So yeah that was a moment in me life.

Lets keep it talking

Education, I find it very very interesting, I really didnt think it would be as interesting as it is!! Shocker seriously haha.

History, ooo I love history but they’re doing ancient blehhhhhhh not happy jan

English, oh my fucking god I love it so much, I think in gonna major in it, it’s the bomb digity the f-bomb digity

Theatre. I dono. I kinda REALLY zone out in lectures, but I dig tuts, excited to become closer with me class mates, cheeyyahhh I hope I’m not outed cause I’m a dark Asian gal

And that’s my update luv ya''



Oh yeah by the by,i saw this beaut on the train, isnt she lovely??

and he man as well, man i want them to be me rents (ignore the guy sleeping hahaha)

goddamn

Ive been inspired by a lot of things and by different people

from what im feeling now

what im remembering



one person who changed my life is

Claudia "Starr"

although i havent seen her in a while, i just wanted to say she shifted my brain

i swear, she is amazing

i dont know if she changed, or have a new group of friends or lost the personality i knew, i will still remember her as the brilliant, genius person she is

you're beautiful claudia, dont forget that, i know you have your insecurities, but, i dont care if you dont believe me, i think you're so amazing, beyond belief

ok seriously, no fucking joke




The reason why im feeling this way is because,
im writing letters to my 2 favorite teachers

and while sitting in that train staring at the windows trying to think of what to say i would reminice and think of reasons to write this letter

i miss them, i genuinely do

and, although i felt weird telling them i think they're, you know, pretty cool

i thought

no,

i want to tell them how i feel, i would love to be told im great, i wouldnt believe it, but,
its reassuring

I told my history teacher she opened my eyes to a world ive never seen
politics and hunger and strength and even the mighty boosh

shes so cool and i would love to meet people like her,

well rounded and gorgeous i just wanted to tell her she wasnt young enough to change someones life

heck, i might of even changed someones life but i didnt know it
so i wanted to ensure that she knew it


AS  for the other letter to my english teacher

she expanded my mind

heck i had no idea what an essay was until i met her

she made class fun as well as informative

she didnt sigh at my jokes but led them on, even putting them in a better path, she made me laugh and i knew she knew i was sad so she tried not to step on some bones and thats why i loved her


who knew that doing so little can impact a person so much??

i mean how would you feel if, out of nowhere you received a letter telling you that you were amazing?

i took time and effort just to put a smile on a teachers face, i mean, who knew a letter, a simple fucking letter, a goddamn letter of reassurance.

i wanted to tell someone i love that i love them
so whats holding me back?

nothing

so im doing it

i suggest you do it to, you might not think youd benefit from it
but you have
you made someone smile

and thats worth more cash than anyone can ever give

Excited

Ok im not really excited 

well i just wanna make new friends in uni!!

so how are you?

i havent been at work for about 5 days and im off the rails

i havent been on an outing for 3 days and im completely brain dead

all ive been doing is watching malcolm in the middle and dancing to music

and when im at home i dont eat!!!

there is seriously nothing to eat here

uggghhhhhhhhhhh

i need structure in my life, and a job was it during the post hsc period,

huh

i guess you do miss the things you hate!

now lets discuss the few days of nothingness

Malcolm is pretty good

ive been getting  into more techno rap music lately

its weird

i stood up for acoustic music and epic riffs but times are changin

sure i still love my fair share of Tame Impala, Led Zep and Smiths

but Flume, Frank Ocean and Purity Ring is where its at

its so soothing and great music to just chill your mind out

the cage of a home has also frazzled my imagination and promised my mind some rebellious shit

and therefore i miss her

oh her, her, her

the light to my fire that causes anarchy, 

i need to be lit, i need youuuuuuu

oh how ive missed you and we barely talked the last time we set eyes on each other

my ride or die girl, the girl who holds all the keys to anarchy...

man i really need to get outisde before i do something drastic in this house

why do i have a yern to break the rules?

is it teenage tendencies or just pure evil, a trait im burdened with??

hahaha

i wonder why i was voted the most dramatic

you know whats a pretty sexy?

the line "whats your poison?"

OH GOD YES BAD BOYS

oh here comes my rebellious side again~~

now lets get something straight, i love bad boys, bad badddddddd boys

just imagine a tall hottie with a history in his eyes and a sleeve only made by ink imprinted on not only his skin, but his soul

smoke rings escaping his lips and a grin which only means one thing

his tattered clothes a dodgy car whisk you away to a night of crazy rioting and sheer fun

knowing youre breaking the system and freaking the shit out of people

ahhh 

isnt it weird how..

howw

i love 

to

fuck

shit

UP!

loljks LAW4LYFE